More than just friends.. ( Harry Styles Love Story)

Chapter 8

*VANESSA'S P.O.V*

I just sit on the couch and tremble. 

What am I going to do now? Harry hates me and he probably won't talk to me ever again!

I hear a door slam upstairs.. probably Harry flipping out!

I get up and walk to the kitchen to continue making breakfast. While doing so, I feel absolutely sick.

My heart hurts knowing that Harry went out of the way to share his feeling with me and now I have made him upset and angry.

I finish making breakfast and I sit down to eat. 

The whole time I was eating I kept replaying what happened with Harry....

"I HATE YOU"....

Keeps spinning in my mind. I didn't think Harry thought of me in that way, and that he took the kiss so seriously.

Tears form in my eyes.

I hate when people yell at me because then I know that I have really messed up, not many people get mad at me because I tend to stay away from hate and I choose love instead.

That's the reason I didn't yell back at Harry because I know it would make things worse. I worry too much when people yell at me because I think that they won't ever want to be near me again.

When I swallow my last piece of food and I walk to the kitchen to put my plate in the sink, that is when I hear keys rattling at the door. It's the boys.. great... the last thing I need.

They all walk in laughing their head off as usual. I don't want them seeing me like this, they will probably get mad at Harry and then it will cause a much bigger issue between the two of us.

I watch as the boys make their way to the living room. I then quickly but quietly rush to the bottom of the stairs,  but just to my luck I trip over one of Louis' shoes, expect him to be the messy one of the group.

I make a loud thud as I hit the ground and then I hear footsteps approaching me.. woot woot!

I look up to see which one the boys are going to see me laying on the floor casually with a broken nose and teary eyes. I breathe a sigh of relief as I see Zayn standing above me with his hand outstretched for me to hold on to, to help me get up.

My hands grab hold of his and I pull myself up, with Zayn's help of course. He straight away, without asking me what was wrong, takes me upstairs into my room and closes the door. He sits me down on the bed and I look at him confused.

" Babe, what happened? Was it Paris again, because if it is I will beat the shi--." Zayn says as I stop him by covering his mouth with my hand.

I see his pupils grow small and his hand quickly grabs my wrist, and he pulls the bracelets up.

"Calm down Zayn. It wasn't Paris and I didn't cut. I said I wouldn't!" I say, quickly pulling my wrist away.

"Then what is it?" He says calmly.

My heart starts pounding as I remember what happened.

"Well, Harry declared that he had feelings for me. He then asked me if I liked him the same way back and I said no.." 

I shift uncomfortably.

"He then got really mad and started yelling like crazy.. he said he hated me." I say, eyes full of tears. 

Zayn hugs me.

" He is just upset because he has really deep feelings for you, like I'm not even kidding." Zayn says while still holding me tight.

I get up quickly and look at Zayn.

"You knew this whole time that Harry had feelings for me?" I ask, confused.

He looks at me and nods.

" I knew.. all of the boys knew. Harry didn't want us to tell you because he wanted to see if the feelings were real or not." Zayn explains.

I look down. That's is the reason the boys told me to give Harry some space. Now I get it.

"But Zayn.. when I told Harry that I didn't have feelings for him.. I felt like I was lying.." I say avoiding eye contact with Zayn.

He looks at me and grins.

"So you have a crush on Harry as well? Then why didn't you just admit it?" He says excitedly.

I look at him and roll my eyes.

"I don't think it's right. But Harry is really good looking and really sweet.. but I don't know if we should be  in a relationship just yet." I say looking deeply into Zayn's eyes.

"I will tell him when he calms down a bit, because that might be a while. Also I'm not sure if these are real feelings" I say sighing.

"Well just give him sometime.. he needs it and it will give you sometime to make up your mind." Zayn says, and I nod my head agreeing. 

This might be a while.........

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