Wander
/wön-der/
: to go aimlessly; to extend in an irregular course or direction
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Maddie's pov
"Save it Harry" I say while getting up to walk away but he grabs me by the arm and spins me around.
"Maddie just listen to me." He says desperately.
"No Harry I don't won't to hear your stupid excuse! One minute you're telling me that you 'like me and the next you are fucking a girl! What excuse is there?"
"It's not what you think! I don't have a choice I have to do this." He says.
"Then tell me why you 'have' to do this, Harry!"
He paused for a moment
I started to turn around but before I could walk away he steps in front of me.
"Maddie, I have no joy in this, I have no word in this, I have no choice, if I told you, you and everyone that you are close to will be endanger and I can't see you get hurt." He says while staring into my eyes.
"You're lying!" I spit.
At this time I was crying, crying harder then I ever have before. I don't understand why I am crying so hard. I barely even know Harry, yet I already have so many feelings for him.
"Just as much as this hurts me, Harry if you don't tell me why you have to do this then I will push you out of my life." I say in a muffled tone.
"Maddie I can't I'm sor-r" But before he could finish his sentence I walked away.
He didn't come after me, he didn't stop me, he just let me walk away and slip threw his fingers.
Why am I so stupid to fall for a guy I just met. Life is unfair for people at times, but for me it's never on my side.
I start to cry, I let out all the guilt and sadness in me built up from all those years. My life has always been screwed up.
I snap out of my thoughts and look around. I am no where near the frat house, I am alone in the middle of no where. Thats great, just great. Carter drove me to the party and I have no idea how to get back.
I lay down and curl up into a ball by a tree. I am so tired, tired of everything, everyone and I am done with being hurt.
I soon start to feel my eyelids get heavy and drift off to sleep and all I see is darkness.
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Sorry this is short and that I haven't updated in a while!
#marry for the win!!!!
Ily guys!!!
-maddie
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Obsession // Harry styles
FanfictionShe was stuck in my head. She consumed my every thought. She was my obsession. And I was her addiction.
