Obsession // Harry styles

~Chapter 9~

Regret

\ri-gret\

: a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, or disappointment

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Harry's Pov

"Then tell me." She said.

So many things were swarming around in my head. How am I suppose to explain to Maddie what I do. I absolutely regret ever getting involved with this kind of work.

My thoughts stop when I hear her clear her throat.

"Um, sorry I was just thinking" I mumble.

I take a deep breath and just go for it.

"I got into this kinda of work several years back in high school. I only did it for the money, which I know sounds stupid, but I had a reason too."

I take a deep breath before I continued.

"I'm a prostitute."

Her eyes widen at my confession.
"I um, I regret ever going into this business, but I had to and now I can't get out of it. I'm sorry Maddie."

For awhile we just sit and stare at each other. The silence is killing me and I have no idea what she is thinking. Minutes pass before she finally says something.

"Harry"

I take my eyes off the ground and look up at her brown eyes.

"Why though, why did you have too?"

I knew what she was asking. She wanted to know the real reason why I started being a prostitute.

"When I was a teen, I didn't give a fuck about anyone and I mean no one until it started happening. Around the age of fifteen my dad lost his job and instead of finding a new job he started drinking and going to bars and never came home until midnight or later."

I paused, and took a breath. I didn't realize I was crying till I felt a cold little hand whip away one of my tears. No girl has ever cared to listen or to even whip my tears away, all they wanted was sex.

"You don't have to continue."

"No, I must."

"My father was never really around, but when he was I was petrified. He would punch me and kick me until I was too weak to move. It didn't bother me that much until he started doing it to my mother. I would come home some days and see my mom sitting in a corner shaking. From that moment on I knew me and my mom had to leave and get far away as possible. So I had to find a job to get some money. I looked everywhere, but no one would hire me. One night I decided to get my mind off of things and I went to a party. That's where I met Niall and that night he introduced me to Zayn, Liam, and Louis. Then Niall introduced me to Tragic. Tragic told me that all the boys worked for his business and that I could too. So I did it and got loads of cash. After a couple years I had enough money to move me and my mom away from my father, but Tragic was moving him and all his men out of England and to America to make more money, so I thought it was a good idea to go there too and I would still have a job. But now I want to get somewhere in my life and be something, not a prostitute and I have tried many times to get out of this situation but Tragic won't let me."

I look up to see sadness across Maddie's face.

She did the total opposite of what I thought she was going to do, she pulled me into a tight embrace.

"I'm so sorry."

"It's ok, Harry. I forgive you."

We stay hugging for awhile until I speak.

"Maddie."

"Yes, Harry"

"You can't tell anyone what I told you, Ok promise me that."

"I promise"

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-maddie