long as i live

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*mentions of suicide* look for the ⚠️ symbol. Adjusted some things for a safe repost.

Ariana's POV

"Have you seen Normani and Justine? They're so cute together!" My heart stung at the mention of them. Being at this school was a curse, I couldn't help but see them... hear from them every second of everyday.

JustMani this, JustMani that. I thought Justine was my friend. How could Normani do that to me? Out of everyone, it's her.

"There they are now! So cute." I glance to the other side of the hallway. My face twisted up in pain. I grasp my shirt feeling my heart crack again. They look so happy together. She looks so happy with her.

"I heard Normani rented out an amusement park just for the two of them!" She did that for me.. Her smile, as beautiful as ever. As perfect as ever. She's smiling at someone else though. That smile was always meant for me.

I still love her. As if she could hear my thoughts Normani locked eyes with me. She just stares at me with an unreadable expression on her face. I growl when that bitch grabs Normani's face and pulling her into a heated kiss.

I turn away and walk out of the school. How did it come to this?!

I want to scream, I want to fight, I want to cry, and I don't know how I can do all without seeming completely out of it. Maybe I am.

My face is wet. I'm crying, ew.

I feel wet grass on my ankles, wonderful day to wear slides. It seems that my fogged up mind brought me to the tree me and Normani first met. More tears poured from my eye sockets without my permission, memories from two years ago invade my thoughts.

cue flashback

"Fucking cheer captain talking shit all the damn time. I outta punch her face in" My loud rant was interrupted by a chuckle. I stop stomping and look around.

"Huh?" There's no one here. Perhaps practice have taken its toll on my mental state. I'll be sure to get Victoria for this.

"Other side of the tree Miss grumpy pants." My eyebrow twitched in irritation. I peek around the pretty large tree ready to spit my venom out at this asshole. Upon peeking my mouth closed and opened again. Behind this tree sat what I'm going to assume is a goddess on Earth.

 Behind this tree sat what I'm going to assume is a goddess on Earth

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Her hair was really curly, her jawline could cut through air. Her nose curved in a sexy way.. Her lips, God her lips were my second favorite thing about her appearance, my favorite being her soft brown skin. I watch her lips curl into a smirk. I curse in my head, I've been caught.

"If you're done checking me out. Would you like to talk about why you're ready to inflict pain on your cheer captain?" My face burns with a blush. I narrow my eyes at the girl sitting calmly on the filthy ground.

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