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Ariana POV

I huff in annoyance when my voice cracked for the third time finishing thank u, next. Tonight was the worst I've ever had since tour started. It's fucking bullshit. I could punch a wall right now but I had to keep a smile on my face for my fans. I owe it to them that I give them the best version of me. I wipe the sweat from my brow with a frown. Everyone knew not to bother me when I'm this upset so they're currently minding their business.

"Hi Ariana, are you okay?" My frown worsen and I grit my teeth. I hated when people asked me that.

"Do I look okay?" I whip around to be met with brown concern eyes. Normani? I forgot she was back here, I bit my lip staring at her. She always looked good for her meet and greets.

 She always looked good for her meet and greets

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"I'm fine." My answer changed, the last thing I need to do is curse my opening act out. It's unprofessional. She frowns and was about to ask me again but I wave her off. "If you'll excuse me, I have a meet and greet to go to. I'll catch you later and we can watch movies or something." I watch her face brighten at this and she lets out an adorable squeal. She's so cute.

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As the meet and greet went on I was getting more and more pissed off. My fans kept asking if I was okay. They kept bringing up my voice cracking at the end and it was annoying the hell out of me. I couldn't just up and tell them that, they're sensitive as fuck. Luckily we were on the last few people.

A tall girl came in, she was adorable and seem like a nice girl. Someone I'll probably forget right after though. "Hi Ari! I love you soooo much." I smile and aw'ed. I gave her a big hug to which she returned tightly. I cough a little because I could barely breathe.

"Oops sorry! I just want to tell you how much you mean to me. I've been a fan of yours since yours truly and to see the growth in you is so beautiful. I'm proud." The girl tears up and I pull her into a hug again.

"Thank you babes! I love you more, and I'm happy that you've been with me for this long." I rub her back a little and turn to face the camera. I was ready to go, I still felt humiliated after tonight.

"Are you okay though? It seems like you were crying a lot on 7 Rings and your voice cracked during thank u, next." I could feel my eyes tearing up. I couldn't take this anymore, but I answered her as clearly as I could.

"I'm fine baby don't worry about it. We all have our moments." I try to reason with her.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Are you being honest with me-"

"I said I'm FINE dammit!" I yell as tears fell freely from my eyes. The fan looked hurt but she pushed me. I couldn't stand the look of pity she has on her face. I wipe my eyes and gestures for Alfredo to take our pictures. I'm sure they came out bad looking, but I really don't care. I just need to get away from here.

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