the stars in the sky

the hard truth

you can pretend to like me

you can pretend to care

but everytime i call you're never really there

even when you talk

it's not the same

i guess our love is just simply a game

then what is love

because this is all i know

i guess this is just all for show

you like someone new

and they're not me

i don't even know if this is something you can see

but it's all so crystal clear

you'd rather be talking with this boy

and i just feel like a fucking toy

(poem i found. don't remeber when i wrote this. omg i finally updated this book! what a shocker? might start writing again!)