the stars in the sky

paper thin feelings

my feelings are paper thin
it's not like i wear them on my skin
i'm just waiting for a rush
and then there will be that person to crush
my paper thin feelings

they'll be reasons
reasons like kids throwing things at ceilings
oh my poor paper thin feelings

all i have been doing is daydreaming
about paper thin feelings i try to hide
but much like a battle demons survive
for you may play the part
but in all maybe things have grown apart

love and hate
a feeling i forsake
maybe because it's something i can't shake
but feelings like this people can fake
causing my heart to break

so why because this is a blur
because i know you'd find someone you'd prefer
so why not leave me
it's not like you need me

crush my paper thin feelings
for you will take your leaving
and i'll be sitting here grieving
waiting for all the healing
break my heart
i swear because you need a fresh start

so try to find a person to be
someone simply better then me

an: hi. this might be one of my last updates because the popularity has gone down with the book. sad lol. anyways enjoy.

oh and by the way if you can't detect the meaning of this poem it's because there is none! i threw in snipits of old poems together to get this and with some editing of course, got this so ba bam.

also enjoy that picture of my lovely husband dazai. i love how that catalog did that things with his eyelashes... literally take a shower dazai please you smell. he looks like that cat emoji like :3