Just To Bent Out My Feelings ... (A|N)

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Sometimes, I feel worthless. My (IRL) Dad, he's a bit too assertive, and always flips me off. I don't know why. He always calls me ugly, I know he's just kidding, but he's said it so many times, I've started to believe it.

When we play-fight, sometimes he really hurts me. Example, one time he just put his whole weight on my chest, it hurt like hell! He didn't get off until I started to cry, and when he got off it took me 5 minutes to catch my breath. Another time, he was stepping on my arm, again putting his whole weight. He always said sorry, but I never felt like he meant it.

I know he loves me.... But it sometimes it doesn't seem like it. When I can't do something he says, directly quoted, "You're worthless". He's kidding, but it still hurts.

That's why I'm a tad bit insecure.... Ava [Alter ego and Cp] always said I was awesome. To just be myself, and I was. Almost always it worked.... But it often got me in trouble. Ava said to not worry... I didn't. Ava encouraged me to believe I'm a bit pretty, she said that I'm not worthless. To just see my blessings.

And I found them. You guys! I know cheesy, but again I say, these past months have been the best of my life :D. I don't feel worthless anymore when I see what you guys commented on my stories. And when I text my friends here, I just feel plain happy.

I wish my life could really be like Ava's. Carefree, doing things I love. *sigh*It's a wishful life.

Anywey, Thank you guys so much for being the best friends ever. A few days  ago, I followed a gurl on wattpad. She seemed so cool! She was nice, very outgoing, and just plain awesome. Just a week and a few more days of meeting her, and I fell in wub *-*.

Yes I'm talking to you Denz.... You're the 2 raddest dudette I've ever met. Sure I have many other dudettes that are so awesome, but you are just so rad! So a big thanks to you, since your story made me laugh my freaking head off! You really are one of a kind :3.

Thanks for always being there for me Dudes And dudettes, you guys are very awesome. I'll always wub yeww!!!

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