Cold.
Bone reaching, teeth chattering cold.
It's all Andy felt from every inch of her body.
Andy could feel the life draining out of her from the hole in the of her body. It didn't even hurt as much as it did an hour ago.
Andy knew she should be worried about it, but the searing thought of being unwanted and unloved took precedence.
She couldn't tell where she was, and she couldn't care less. She just wanted to die. A single tear escaped her eye.
Sam doesn't want me
Dad doesn't want me.
Hell, I wouldn't want me.
A loud bang of a door brought her back to reality. She looked up for the first time, realizing a) she wasn't blindfolded b) she was in a cellar.
"Hello Slutbag"
Andy didn't even have it in her to say something witty back.
"Seems someone's realized her place.
No where".
Another tear streamed down Andy's face, making the man laugh.
"What I'm going to do to is going to make you wish I killed you in that bank".
He tipped her chair back and poured water down her throat.
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"Damn it. They were just here" Sam said kicking at the air.
Sam along with 15th divisions finest, have been searching the Codwells Cabin for the past 20 minutes.
They found lots of blood, some dry, some very fresh.
"Sam, don't worry, we will find her."
Traci trying to calm him down. Sam turned his face away as a tear drop rolled done his cheek. Sam knew the odds of finding keep shrinking, but he couldn't give up. It's Andy.
"Sir, we found an address of a warehouse in the city. It wouldn't hurt to check it" Chris said to Sam.
Sam reclaimed himself and gave the signal.
He prayed he would find her. Alive.
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Andy sucked in as much air as she could. The man had been dry drowning her for almost 30 minutes. Her lungs burned and her side ached.
He took out a knife and handed it to her.
"Cut your wrists".
Andy just stared at the man.
"CUT YOUR WRISTS YOU STUPID PIECE OF SHIT. You are unwanted, unloved and useless. You are no one" he spat.
Andy's eyes filled with tears and realization.
"I am no one. I am useless, unloved and unwanted" Andy slit. Her left wrist. "I don't deserve to live, when others die. I'm not worthy. I am no one". She slit her right wrist.
"Good girl". The man slapped her.
She let out a strangled cry. She just wanted to die.
