Freaks do it better! (A BOTDF fanfiction)

Damaged

.**Sophia's P.O.V**

I woke up next Jayy who was still sleeping peacefully. I sat up, rubbed my eyes and picked up my phone off the bedside table to look at the time. It was 9:30am, a lot later than I would usually woke up. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror above the sink. I look disgusting. How do people like Amber, Dahvie and Jayy like me? Shouldn't they hate me? I hate how I look. I closed the bathroom door and looked around for razor blades. I eventually found one and went back over to the sink. I pulled my sleeve up revealing my already cut wrist. I was about to cut until Jayy walked in. I had forgotten to lock the door. Jayy came over to me and took the blade and hid it and I quickly pulled my sleeve down before he could see. I got pulled into a tight hug from behind by Jayy and he rested his chin on the top of my head "Baby, why didn't you tell me you cut?" he asked me. I thought for a moment "I was scared of what you'd say..." I said barely audible. He still heard me "I wouldn't of gotten mad if that's what you thought. I'll support you through this. I was in a dark place too like you are so I know what it's like. I stopped because I had people who cared for me, loved me and supported me so I'll support you. Please don't hurt yourself. You're beautiful. I love you." "I love you too." 

Jayy kissed me passionately on the lips and I kissed back. The only time we pulled away was when we needed hair. Once again it got heated. The kiss deepened and our tongues fought for entrance. He pulled away and took my hand and took me back to his bedroom. He shut the door and pushed me onto the bed. He climbed on top of me and continued kissing me. I took of my pajama top and he took off his. He then reached round and fiddled around with my bra clasp until it undone. Thank god Dahvie and Amber are out shopping for party stuff. The next thing I know, all the clothes we were once wearing were now gone and scattered across the room.

**Jayy's P.O.V**

After our 'intimate session', Sophia went to have a shower. "We're back!" I quickly got dressed and went out to greet Dahvie and Amber who had arrived with the stuff for the party that was happening later on. They got together the same day as me and Sophia "So what did you guys get up to while we were gone?" Amber winked. I shifted uncomfortably, not wanting to tell her what we did "We just uh....watched some movies." I told them. Amber and Dahvie looked at each other, winked and then looked back at me with an evil smile "Bullshit! You did something!" Dahvie laughed "We didn't! I'm not lying! We just messed around." 'We just messed around' oh god. I'm in it now. "Yeaaaah, I bet you messed around." Amber teased. At that moment, Sophia came out of the bathroom only wrapped in a towel "What are you guys laughing about?" she asked us looking puzzled. Amber and Dahvie turned around and looked at her "We hear you and Jayy 'messed around' while we were gone." Amber teased. Sophia blushed a bright red and looked away "No we uh....just watched movies." she told them and went back into the bedroom.

Amber and Dahvie looked back at me with that evil smile spread across their faces again for a moment but went to start setting up for the party. Now Sophia was out the shower, I decided to go and have one. But that event with Dahvie and Amber left me thinking...what just happened?

**Amber's P.O.V**

I don't think Soph and Jayy could make it anymore obvious what they had got up to while we were out. Their faces were priceless when me and Dahvie were teasing them. Me and Dahvie were in the kitchen sorting out the food for the party. Sophia had gotten dressed into her party clothes and done her hair and make up and came to help us set up. She hung up the the little coloured lights around the tour bus. She wouldn't look at us once but I could've sworn she was blushing. Jayy had gotten into his party clothes too and was putting the beers into the cooler. I'm pretty sure this is going to be an awesome party.

Dahvie and I had finished doing the food and put it all down on the table where we would normally eat dinner and breakfast. Dahvie pulled me into a hug kissed me firmly on the lips "I love you. I'm so happy you're in my life." he whispered in my ear. He started nuzzling into my neck, biting it gently and leaving hickeys, "I love you too baby." I whispered back. He had his arms around my waist, swaying. He began kissing me on the lips and then our tongues started fighting for entrance. "Ahem." Me and Dahvie jumped apart. We had forgotten that Soph and Jayy were still in here "Have you quite finished?" Soph teased. I walked over to her and gave her a playful punch on the arm and she done it back "Shut up. Don't think me and Dahvie don't know what you and Jayy got up to." I laughed. Both her and Jayy began to blush and looked away "Thought so!"