Freaks do it better! (A BOTDF fanfiction)

Worlds away

**Sophia's P.O.V**

It's been a month since Jayy and Dahvie left to go back to Orlando. Yeah me and Amber had conversations with them on the phone regularly but it just wasn't the same. I missed them both. But I wanted to see Jayy. I was missing him like crazy. Amber had said that I could stay with her in her apartment so I didn't have to go back home. Amber's parents had gotten her it when she turned 18 a few months before my birthday but she never had the chance to move in properly. We spent weeks decorating. I decorated my room with baby blue walls and a white fluffy carpet spread across the floor. I had a wiggly mirror on the wall next to the door and my desk was across from my bed. To finish my room off I put little fluffy lights that hung up on the wall above my bed and covered my walls with posters of botdf, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil and Asking Alexandria. It felt like home now and smiled to myself.

But I didn't smile for long as I remembered how much I wanted to be in Jayy's arms right now. Tears formed in my eyes and I went into the bathroom and locked the door shut behind me. I was back in my dark place. I thought everything was going to be fine until they left us. I loved Jayy. Why couldn't he stay here with me? I walked over to the sink and looked at myself. Who am I kidding, he didn't love me. He never loved me. He just asked me out because he felt sorry for me. No one ever loves me. And I don't blame them. I hate myself more than anyone. I began getting the urge to cut. My cuts were now scars and were barely visible. I had managed to stop cutting myself and here I was. Stood all alone wanting to do it again. I glanced around the room and looked for something sharp enough to cut. I couldn't find anything until I noticed a razor blade on the side of the bath. I went over to it and picked it up and walked back over to the sink.

I had no emotion left. I just stared at myself in mirror blankly. I lifted up my sleeve revealing my healing scars. I looked at them, getting ready to add some new cuts. Instead, I threw the razor blade away and pulled my sleeve down. I couldn't bring myself to cut again. Not after I had tried so hard to stop. Jayy was the reason I stopped.

Please come back to me Jayy!

**Amber's P.O.V**

Both me and and Soph had finished decorating the apartment including our rooms. Of course I decorated mine with red paint and had a zebra striped carpet. I had gone for the colour scheme red, white and black. I sat at my desk and turned on my laptop. Once it had started it up, I opened google chrome and typed in the link for youtube. I clicked onto botdf's channel and noticed they had uploaded a new song. It was called Worlds away. I plugged in my headphones, turned the volume up and clicked on the video and listened to it play "I look to the sky right over me, hoping you see the stars I see, it makes me feel less alone." Dahvie and Jayy sung. I heard Sophia come out of her room and she walked over to me "Is that a new song?" she asked. I pulled out my headphones and let her listen with me "I'm worlds away, trying to find my way back home." they continued to sing. The song finished and me and Soph looked each other. I looked back at the screen and read the description. It said all the usual stuff until I got to the end "This song is dedicated to Sophia Harris and Amber Wilson." They dedicated a song to us, it was so sweet. I looked at Sophia who was beginning to cry. She hugged me tightly "I miss him Amber! I want Jayy back!" she cried into me. I hugged her back, my eyes starting to water "I know Soph...I know. I want Dahvie back too." we sat there hugging and crying. We were both hurting even though it had been a month.

**Time skip: next day**

I was sat at my desk playing The Sims 3 on my laptop when I my phone began to ring. I paused the game and picked up my phone and answered it "Amber!" It was Dahvie "Dahvie! I miss you..." I told him mournfully "I miss you too. Anyway, I called to ask if you and Sophia had heard our new song we dedicated to you guys?" I remembered how me and Sophia both broke down crying "Yeah. Listen, Soph is breaking down. She misses you guys. Especially Jayy. I'm scared she'll start cutting again. And I really want you back too. I hate not having you around anymore.." I told him. There was silence for a while until Dahvie broke it "I miss you guys too. I really want to see you Amb..." he sighed "We'll see each other again someday." I reassured him "I hope so. I have to go now. Bye Amber. I love you." his voice was cracking and sounded like he was about to cry "I love you too DD. Bye." he hung up. I need a Dahvie to comfort me right now. It was killing me not knowing whether they would come back. I climbed into my bed and got under the covers not bothering to change into my pjamas. I stared up at the ceiling thinking about how things should've gone. How me and Dahvie should be cuddling on the sofa right now and Sophia back to her happy self because she was with Jayy. I got lost in thought until I eventually fell asleep.

Please come back to me Dahvie..

(A/N: Sorry this one was short. I ran out of ideas again. Hope you liked it! :D)