JoJo's Bizzare Adventure X Reader 💕

[Ceaser Zeppeli x Fem!Reader] ♡ 'Ti amo'

Worrying. Its all you ever seemed to do. Negative thoughts infected your head like a sickening disease. You smacked your hand down onto the soft cotton of your bed sheets, gripping them in the process. 'Calm down (Y/N)' you thought to yourself. Currently, you were alone in the spare bedroom that your coach Lisa Lisa had generously offered to you to stay in until you found a more suitable living space. Glancing at the clock on the wall you noted the time. It was nearly midnight. This meant that your two companions Joseph and Ceaser were more than likely asleep. However, here you were wide awake filled with a whirlwind of emotions.

'Why am I here?' you thought. 'Why does Lisa Lisa even bother training me if all I ever do is mess up?'. Gripping the sheets tighter, your breathing started to become ragged and uneaven. 'Joseph and Ceaser must think i'm pathetic'. Looking down at your knees, you noticed that your vision started to become blurry as fresh tears threatened to spill down your cheeks. 'All Ceaser does is look down at me, i'll never become a gifted Hamon user like him'. A soft croack came from your throat and before you knew it you were sobbing. Dropping to the floor, you held your arms over your head, fingers clawed at the back of your neck, tugging your (H/C) locks in anger. The more you cried, the louder your wails became. You had tried so hard to keep your emotions together. Faking smiles and pretending that your mistakes didnt bother you. But you were now at breaking point. From the raw intensity of your emotions, you had failed to notice a soft knocking at your door.

"(Y/N)?" there was a voice from the other side of the door. After recieving no answer, the knocks became more forceful and thus more loud. Snapping your head up towards the knocking you held your breath. The voice spoke again a hint of worry in their voice "(Y/N) are you alright? open up". Widening your eyes in fear, you realised that the voice belonged to none other than Ceaser. 'What should I do?' you panicked in fear. Before you could even respond, he spoke again. "I'm opening this door if you don't tell me whats wrong (Y/N)". Watching the doorknob rattle you let out a shaky response. "C-Ceaser i'm f-fine go away". 'Crap' you mentally scolded yourself 'he's not going to believe that'. Wiping away your tears frantically and clearing your throat you looked down and saw two boots pointing in your direction.

Ceaser had entered your room.

Fear struck you deep within and you were now frozen in place. You did'nt dare move, hoping that somehow a hole would appear from the ground and swallow you up to remove yourself from this embarrassing situation. For what felt like hours, none of you spoke or move until you felt a hand gently grip your chin, forcing you to look upwards. Ceaser looked down at you in concern. His gentle emerald coloured orbs scanned over your small form slumped onto the ground. Noticing your faint tear streaks cascading down your face he crouched down so that his face was level with yours.

"My dear (Y/N) what's got you so worked up?"

You looked down in shame. "Ceaser" you started, trying to not let your voice wobble. For once in your life, your mind was blank. You couldnt tell him. No way. He'd think you were stupid, he could even tell Joseph or even Lisa Lisa, then they would tell you to leave and- you were cut off by a warm feeling against your cheek. Suddenly Ceasers' head came into view and it was uncomfortably close to your own. 'Did he just do what I think he did?!'. Your face grew hot as a warm blush exploded across your face.

"Amore mio If you wish not to tell me then that's your decision but beleive me when I say that I will always be here for you".

An audible gasp left your lips as you stared at the man in front of you. "Y-you don't hate me?". His eyebrows knitted together in confusion. His large hands placed themselves onto your shoulders as he let out a sigh. "(Y/N), you think that I hate you?". Visibly confused he shook his head and looked at you with an intense but loving gaze. You felt as if he was looking straight into your soul. "Is that why you're so upset?" he spoke softly to you, as if he was talking to a newborn child. Gripping your fists against your lap you decided to let it out. It was about time you got what was needed off your chest.

"I-I feel left out. Watching you and Joseph train is amazing and you what you are able to do with your Hamon is incredible. But when it comes to my skills, i'm clearly outmatched. I'm not as strong as you or Joseph. I-I can't.."

Another wave of emotions erupted inside of you before you could finish your sentence. Before you knew it, you were crying again. Only this time, it was into Ceasers chest. You could feel the large arms of said man closing in on you from behind. He held you protectivley against him and let out soft coos of comfort as you stained his shirt with your tears. Hiccuping out your last sobs of discomfort, you suddenly felt tired and Ceasers chest felt very comfortable. Drifting in and out of consciousness, you could hear the voice of Ceaser lulling you to sleep.

"(Y/N) Ti amo"