It's Your DNA ( Sons Of Anarchy )

Welcome Home, Baby

Chapter 3-
"Im So sorry big brother" 

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"Mommy, where are we?" Nova was asleep in the car, but woke up to the sound of the garage's tools turning off  and on. I havent been home in five years. Five. But the Teller- Morrow garage still looked the same. The guys still parked in the same spots. I didn't know how anyone would react to me being home. To be completely honest, i was terrified. 

"Mommy grew up here" I say softly, parking next to Gemma's caddie, and parking the car. I turned around to look at her. 

"You okay mommy?" She asked softly, worried about how im acting. I smiled and nodded at her.

"Mommy is just going to go see if Uncle Opie is here, wait here okay? " She nodded and went back to playing with her barbies. I nod and get out of the car, shutting the door behind me. I saw a few of the club members, pointing and looking in my direction. But i knew one person who would tell me whether or not he was here or not.  Gemma, mother of Vice President, Jax Teller,  and wife of President, Clay Morrow. I headed towards the garage, where the office was. And saw a brunette sitting there, decked out in leather and boots, with a pair of reading glasses on, going over paperwork. 

" Is Op here?" I crossed my arms over my chest, and looked down at my feet. But i could still see that she turned to look at the woman standing in her doorway. 

"Mae winston?" Her voice was shocked. And i looked up with a small smile. 

"It's Davarious now" I looked at my ring and back up at Gem. " Hey ma" She wasn't my mother, but she was more of my mother than my actual mother was. Gemma hurriedly got up, and rushed towards me. Wrapping her arms around me and squeezed. 

"You didn't call, You didn't visit, we missed you so much." Pulling away she had tears in her eyes, and  i smiled.

" I missed you too, but i really need to see Op. is he here?" She nodded.

"Yeah, he's drunk in the clubhouse, been that way since it happened." I nodded. 

"thank you." She smiled and i turned around and headed back to the car. 

"Nova, i want you to meet someone." I  unbuckled Nova and helped her out of the suv, Carrying her to the office. 

"Gemma, this is my daughter Novaley." Gemma bent down and said her hello. " Nova, this Gemma. Mommy's other mommy" Nova said hi.

"Can you stay here with Gemma for a few while i go find uncle Opie?" She sighed.

"yes mommy" I smiled and walked away and towards the clubhouse. 

" MAE!" Chibs called out with his thick scottish accent.  Everyone rushed over to hug me, and complain that they missed me. i

"Clay? wheres my brother " He pointed to the dorms. 

Heading back to the dorms, i had a mix feeling of emotions. Everything that i wanted to forget, i had running back into my head. I decided to knock on his door, before walking in. God knows what would be happening if i didnt knock. i learned that the hard way. 

"go Away Jax" He was crying, and alone.

Opening the door, I saw my brother sitting on the edge of his bed. His hair a mess. Tears spooling down his cheeks and a bottle of whiskey in his hand. He didn't look up at me.

"Go find someone else to sleaze around with." He grumbled. 

" Nah, just looking for my brother, you seen em?" I asked with a sarcastic tone. His head popped up, and he looked at me like he had just breathed a fresh breath of air. As if he just let the weight of losing his wife, off his shoulders. I rushed to him, wrapping my arms around him. He gripped onto me even tighter and cried.

"Im so sorry big brother."