Yumi
I look in the mirror, I seem fine not looking haggard at all. But the eyebags I have is trying to surface my concealer. Ughh.
I'm just staring at my reflection, thats when I noticed my eyes were not the same anymore. They became dull and stressed. So I took a DEEP breath. And encourage myself.
"MAYUMI SMITH! It will be fine *points the finger at my reflection* Just be cool and act like nothing happened at all! Show that beast that he's mistaken that I've change that I dont need him in my life."
I said.
Talking to myself makes me feel better. Remember It's better to talk to yourself sometimes. That is what my dad says.
I'm ready to school, and my mom is calling me to have some breakfast. I'm not that desperate to Damien, BUT it still hurts.
I go to the kitchen and eat some pancakes and fried eggs. My mom was blabbering some things that I don't understand while me, I am still thinking what to do if I accidentally see my EX.
I still don't know why he broke up with me. Maybe because he love someone else while we are in relationship.
Pain erupted to my brain. I don't want to think about it anymore! My head feels f*ckin' hurt right now even my heart.
(sorry for the foul words :) - A/N)
"YUMI! Are you even listenin'?! Ugh! Yeah right, I'm talking to an imaginary daughter here!"
Mom said sarcastically.
"Sorry mom, something's just bothering me, but don't worry! I'll be okay" I said smiling to her.
She let a sad sigh and nodded at me. I finished my breakfast and fastly toothbrush my teeth, I will be embarrased if some pancakes are sticking in to my teeth. Damien might think, I cant really go on with my life without him.
Stop thinking about him already! Even my brain scolded me right now.
I kissed and waved goodbye to Mom and go to my own car but I have my own driver, Dad is not here he is usually on his work.
When the driver said "We're here.",
I just let a sigh and took a really big deep breath.
"You'll be fine Yumi!"
I said to myself again. Now I looked like a crazy woman when my driver just look at me curiously but I don't care, I'm going to use my freedom that Damien didn't know that I have.
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