Cheating on my baby mom

A new hope

(I prefer listing now to "Never be alone" while continuing to read, to make the story more emotional).

Sarah: "The doctors don't know yet..."
You start getting anxious.
"Babe its going to be ok", you hear somebody say towards you.
You look up, it's Shawn.
Your so happy and sad at the same time.
He comes towards you and kisses you passionately.
The doctors come in, everybody stares at them.

"Hello Misses and Mister Mendes ,we have good and bad news," the one doctor says.
The other one takes a deep breath and says:
"You actually have twins a boy and girl, but sadly the boy got damaged bad. So there won't be any chances of him surviving, because of the accident you jut had."

X/Y: "What do you mean-". You start crying.
Shawn: "How can that b-" he breaks in tears as well.
Sarah: "I think they need a moment." She makes a hand sign to show the doctors to leave and she goes along with them.
You look at Shawn, your heartbroken, you don't know what to say or do.
Both of your eyes meet.
You stare at each other with a broken-hearted smile.
He hugs you. He hold you tight and you hold on to him.

"I know that this hurts and I know that we will make it tough together...", he says to you.
X/Y: "I can't believe this happened because of me.
Why...", your tears come out again, "if I wouldn't have fainted we would have a son..."
Shawn: "No, no, you know that it's not your fault. It's those fucking reporters."
X/Y: "Shawn! It happened because of me.
The baby is gone and I failed being a mother in every kind of way."

Shawn: "Thats not true! I should have been there. It... was stupid of me going on a trip while... your pregnant."
In a crying voice you reply:"But I... I killed it... I KILLED HIM. I don't want to live ... knowing I killed our son. I know... you .. wanted a son.
IM SO SORRY.
Shawn: "Hey, hey," he kisses your forehead,
"You didn't kill him and I don't care what we are going to have as long as your here with me.
And if you don't want to live, I don't want to live. Babe your the reason I wake up everyday.
Your the reason I don't get anxiety."

You just look at him and while your kissing him,
you cry and say: „We have hope, our daughter."
You smile at your stomach.
Shawn: „We should call her Charise. It means hope and cheerful."
X/Y: „Emma Charise Mendes."
"That's the best gift I've ever got from you, you say to Shawn."