The Nerd's Secret ✎ {𝐤𝐭𝐡}

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Hey guys! I have a lot of downtime at the moment with all the snow my town has been getting and i have a day off school so hopefully i'll have a couple of chapters out soon.
Also this webtoon that bighit did has me so messsd up and depressed like wow. everything is adding up and making some and i'm just not doing good. ANYWAYS enjoy!!
Oh also this will be a pretty sad chapter so grab a tissue if you must :)

Your Pov

I woke up to the brightness of the sun. I opened my eyes and looked around, my eyes widening when i realized i wasn't in my room.

I looked to my right and saw a sleeping taehyung right next to me. I looked under the blankets to make sure my clothes were still on, thank god they were.

I didn't remember much of last night for whatever reason, but i do remember what tae had said to me. What did he mean about not being able to protect his sister? Did something happen to her?

I pushed my thoughts aside and tried sneaking out of the bed without waking him up. I crawled off the bed and he didn't wake up. I made my way to the door and almost made it out until i heard a deep voice start talking to me.

"Y/N? Can we talk now?" he asked me. I looked over at him and saw that it looked like he didn't get any sleep at all. His eyes were extremely read and his bags under his eyes were exaggerated. He looked exhausted.

"Y-Yea sure.." i replied and slowly made my way back over to the bed.

I made my self comfortable under the blankets and turned myself towards him as he did the same. He took a deep breath and began talking..

"Y/N.. about yesterday.. i'm sorry. I know i should've just listened to what you had to say but i just didn't want to hear it... seeing you with Jimin made my blood boil. I knew he was going to try and do things and yet i didn't stop him when i had the chance.. i just wanted to protect you and i failed. i'm sorry." he said.

I looked at him in his eyes and just stared at them for awhile. I could tell how genuine he was being by the look he was giving me. He kept avoiding eye contact since he was still ashamed of himself.

"I forgive you.. it still hurts though. Can I tell you my story though?" i asked him.

"You don't need to... Jimin messaged me last night and told me everything. He told me how sorry he was and how he's such a mess up." I could see Taehyungs eyes start to water, mine started to water also at hearing those words.

Jimin isn't a mess up.. sure he did something dumb, but there's no point of holding that against him if he's sorry and he knows it's wrong.

But those words kept replaying in my head, that he was a mess up. Surely he wouldn't do anything to himself, right?

"Tae.. we need to go see him."

"What? N-no why?" he asked me. He looked so confused as to why i would want to go see him.

"Please! I have a bad feeling about this and i'm scared please take me to him now!" i begged. He gave in and we got in the car and drove off to Jimins house, but when we got there. It seemed like we were too late...

Jimins Pov •2 hours before you got there•

I felt so ashamed of myself. Ever since yesterday, i've just felt like i didn't deserve to live. I was such a terrible person.

Ever since Taehyung and I have been able to date, it's almost been like a competition, and i always wanted to win. Anytime he would get a girl and get ahead, i would try and take them away.

He never really cared though. He would do the same thing to me. But this time with Y/N is different. Taehyung actually really likes her.. i do too. That's why I couldn't help myself.