The Nerd's Secret ✎ {𝐤𝐭𝐡}

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Hei, it's been a little while since i last posted a new chapter but i'm back hoes. Btw i'm also writing another fanfic currently but it's not published or anything yet. I'm going to wait until i at least know how i'm going to end this one before i publish it.
Anyways enjoy bbys!

Taehyung's Pov

I woke up to a pain in the back of my neck. I looked around and realized i was still on Jimins floor outside of his room. I gave a long sigh as i realized the door still wasn't opened, meaning i still probably wouldn't be able to talk to Y/N.

I got up with a groan and walked downstairs to Jimin's kitchen. Making my self at home, i grabbed some food and made myself some breakfast. I walked into the living room and grabbed the remote and turned on the t.v. 

I turned on some random sports channel and just ate my breakfast. All I could even think about was Y/N and wanted to talk to her. All i wanted to know is if she's okay and if there's anything i can do to make her feel at least a little better.

I finished my breakfast and walked back to the kitchen and put my dish in the sink. I went back to the couch. I sat there and just scrolled on my phone for awhile.

As i sat on the phone and scrolled through social media for about 45 minutes, i heard tiny footsteps coming downstairs. I sat up in an instant and stared at the hallway, waiting for Y/N to come out.

While i waited for 10 seconds i started messing with my hands, the footsteps getting louder. I looked up and mentally wanted to choke myself.

"Morning" Jimin said.

"Aish Fuck off. I thought you were Y/N"

"Sorry, but she woke me up just now and asked me to get her some food."

My heart officially shattered. Why did she ask Jimin to do it? Why isn't she asking me to do anything for her? Did i do something? Does she hate me now? What's happening?

"...... oh" was all I could manage to say. My mind was just flooding with negative thoughts and questions.

"Look Tae, I don't know why she sent me and not you... she just needs some time.. she cares so much about you, she doesn't want you to see her like this.. she's rough right now."

My heart ached at those words. The fact that she didn't want me to comfort her throughout this rough time is what pained me a lot.

"Can you at least tell me what happened? Did I do something?"

"No, she hasn't even told me what's going on. She's said maybe 10 words to me at the most. She just asked me to get her a little something to eat, that's it."

I took a long sigh and fell back on the couch, overthinking everything that's happened.

"At least she's eating..." i mumbled sadly. I watched Jimin go back upstairs and heard the door shut. I closed my eyes and felt my face start to heat up. My eyes got watery as I thought about her pain. It hurt me really badly.

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Your Pov

Jimin came back into the room with a little bit of food. I gave the smallest smile back and stared at it. Anytime I looked at anything it just reminded me of my mom getting beaten.

He brought me an apple, the color only reminding me of my moms blood. Oatmeal which for some reason reminded me of my fathers skin tone, and his hand coming down across my mother and hitting her.

I started to cry and brought my hands to my face, i ended up kicking the tray of food off the bed and onto the floor. The glasses shattering, and the food spread across the wood floor.

Next thing I knew I heard loud footsteps sprinting up the stairs and the doors flying open, revealing a worried Taehyung.

He ran over to me and pulled me into his embrace. I just stayed where i was and sat there bawling my eyes out while Tae pulled my head into his chest.

We stayed like that for awhile. Jimin had left and told us he was going back to bed since it was still a little early. Taehyung was playing with my hair, still trying to calm me down. At one point i started hyperventilating. I couldn't stop crying.

After awhile of Taehyung playing with my hair and singing me songs, i calmed down a lot. His voice was like honey, and it was really deep. He's never sang to me before, but he should really start. He could be a professional in all honesty.

I shut my eyes after awhile and tried to go to sleep since all the crying really made me tired. Taehyung was still singing when all of a sudden he stopped, next thing i knew he was talking to me. But what he was saying made me think that he thought i was asleep or something...

"Y/N... I wish i knew what was going on in your life, i wish that you would talk to me. I miss hearing your voice and your laughter all the time. I feel like ever since we've gotten closer, you keep getting hurt. I hope i didn't do anything to make you this upset. I don't know what happened, but i want you to know that i'll be with you every single step of the way, no matter what. I'm so in love with you in hurts.. i know you don't feel the same way but i just have to get it off my chest... God i'm so in love with everything about you.. please feel better soon love."

I felt a tear slide down the side of my cheek. He loves me? My ears couldn't believe what I just heard. I never knew that's how he really felt. He he tried to kiss me, i thought it was just because he was really upset, not because he liked me. I'm such an idiot.

I opened my eyes and looked into Taehyungs eyes. His eyes shot up in realization that I wasn't asleep and i heard everything he said.

His eyes were bloodshot, looking like he was about to cry, and his cheeks were flushed, probably from embarrassment.

He was so breathtaking. He put butterflies in my stomach everytime i looked at him or he touched me. I would get all giddy inside.

I took a deep breathe and made the boldest move of my life.

I kissed Kim Taehyung.

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Hei! How was that? I hope it wasn't too bad lmao. I've been working on this other fanfic that i've been writing and i can't wait to release it to the pubic. I'm sorry if i'm being really slow on updating, i just get unmotivated sometimes and it just gets hard to focus. :)

So i'm curious, is anyone going to any of the concerts being held in May? I probably won't get to go but i'm still praying i get to go 😞