The Nerd's Secret ✎ {𝐤𝐭𝐡}

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Me and the boys walked out of Jimins house, making sure it was locked. Taehyungs hand was locked with mine as we walked down the sidewalk.

It really hurt knowing what Jimin and Jungkook were really up to, but Tae made sure to give me something to protect myself in case something really happens. I'm just confused on why Jimin would want to get rid of me. I considered him a really good friend considering we've been through so much ever since i got here.

Taehyung's hand kept a tight grip on mine, afraid that even though we both know what's going to happen i may still get taken away from him. I'm not gonna lie, i'm really scared. What if they have something up their sleeve we don't know about and then end up taking me? I don't want to forget Tae. He's the only good thing i have anymore.

We all continued walking until we eventually got to our high school. Tae and I looked at each other, both very confused as to why we were at the school instead of an abandoned building or something like that.

"Follow us, we found this really cool place wandering around one time!" Jungkook said as he ran up to the building, he was acting as if he was a child.

Taehyung and I had confused looks on our faces, why weren't they acting serious? We brushed it off and continued to keep our guard up and we walked into the building.

When we got inside, i felt my heart beat start to go up. It was as if I was in a horror movie or something. The building was completely destroyed on the inside, i swear there was blood on the floor. My stomach turned at the sight. The smell was vial. I've never smelled anything so awful in my life.  

"Where are we and why exactly are we here?" Taehyung asked. I could hear the frustration in his voice. Frustration over why his two best friends are doing this, his two partners, his team. I felt as if it was all my fault for what was going on between them.

Shit it is all my fault. If i would've never fallen for Taehyung or even went to the fucking studio with Jimin, he would've never tried to die and I wouldn't have had to find out about them being agents. Fuck, I have to make this all better. They need each other, i'm nothing compared to their friendship.

So i finally spoke up.

"I know why were here. If you want to erase my memory then do it. I'm not going to fight. Get rid of everything you want. This is for the best anyways..."

"Y/N what the hell?! I'm not letting you do this stick to the fucking plan!" Taehyung yelled. It was scary seeing him this mad, but this would all be for the better. They could all work together again and I wouldn't be in the way.

"I-i'm sorry.... t-this is for the b-best. You guys can all be f-friends again and won't be in the way ruining things and making y-your life harder. I need to do it before things really go down hill." I tried saying. I kept choking on my words as i tried to talk.

I didn't want to forget Tae. I've grown to love him. But it's all for the best. In the end, this is what I need to do.

"Taehyung, I don't want to do this either, we have to. Listen to her, it'll be for the better!" Jimin said. Taehyung just kept shaking his head, his eyes never leaving mine. He was trying to find and dig deep into my gaze and see if I was planning to do something, but he found I wasn't.

Tears started falling down my cheeks, I mouthed an "i'm sorry" to Taehyung. I could see he was crying too. "Let's go" Jungkook said sternly. He started dragging me out of the building to a van.

This isn't right, I can't forget Tae.

"TAEHYUNG!!" I screamed. He came sprinting after us screaming back telling them to let me go. I kept kicking my legs in order for them to stop dragging me but it didn't work. They kept a tight grip and kept going.

"Assholes! I don't want to forget him! I love him please don't do this!!" I yelled at them. Once again, they didn't stop. I looked at Jimin, who looked very hurt, and tried to use my eyes and beg for him to let me go. But he avoided eye contact with me, knowing he'd give in.

They threw me into the van, which had a lot of high tech gear in it, and strapped me down on a bed. I continued kicking and screaming but nothing was working. Taehyung was outside the van trying his best to get in but it was basically impossible. The windshield and windows were made of the toughest glass and he didn't have keys or anything to unlock it with.

I was stuck. I couldn't do anything. I would soon forgot Tae and everyone else who i've recently met since I moved here. I stared at the ceiling and thought about all the great memories i've already had with everyone. I started smiling and a tear rolled down my cheek, next thing I knew, everything went black.

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Taehyung Pov

I've lost her. There's nothing I can do anymore. I tried for an hour to get into that fucking van and I couldn't do it.

I still don't understand why Y/N thought that this would be for the better. This is the thing that could possibly hurt me the most. Losing her. Without her, i'm basically nothing. In the short amount of time we've known each other, i've grown so fond of her, love maybe. She told me she loved me, I never thought she meant it until now.

I sat by the van, completely giving up on everything. Her yelling stopped and I could hear the boys talking about her. I know they didn't want to do it, Yoongi made them. Jimin loved Y/N probably as much as I did. He wouldn't want to hurt her.

Maybe this was for the best. We could always make new memories. Yeah, this time the memories will be better than before.

Some time passed and i was still waiting by the van, I could hear footsteps and then the next thing i knew the door finally opened.

Jimin and Jungkooks face showed sadness. I looked behind them and saw Y/N sitting up looking around the van. She looked so lost and confused.

"She won't even let us touch her. We tried helping her out of the van, and she wouldn't let us touch her. She keeps asking where she is and where her parents are. She has no idea who we are.." Jimin stated.

"Well.. wasn't that the whole point of the plan? To make her forget us?" I asked.

"Yeah but.. it just hurts i guess.. Tae, you know we didn't want to do it.." Jimin said. I gave a small smile and just told him "I know..". I walked past them to the van and jumped in the van, sitting myself next to Y/N.

She scooted away from me and gave me a look of disgust and nervousness. I've never seen her look at anyone like that, so when she looked at me like that, it really hurt.

"Hi, i'm Kim Taehyung." i said to her "You must be Y/N".

"Hi...um hey, so are you like, gonna drive me to my house? My parents are probably worried. Sorry I must've passed out and wandered off to this van." she said.

"Um.. yeah sure. You can stay if you want to though. We don't mind." I said, continuing to smile at her.

"No it's okay.. I should really get back." she told me. I sighed and got into the drivers seat and drove off to her house. She kept telling me the way to go, but I already knew. Jimin and Jungkook only erased her memories of us along with the other members. She'll remember everyone else though.

We drove in complete silence. I knew her losing her memory would be bad, but this was killing me. I need the Y/N that I first met back. I wish I would've never told her my secret, but I had to.

I finally got to her house and she thanked me and left. Her parents still weren't doing good. The whole reason she was at Jimin's was because she saw her dad hitting her mom. I can't even imagine what that's like. I just pray that they wouldn't do anything to her. She'll probably be so confused.

My phone started to ring and I looked at the caller id, it was just Jimin. I answered and we both signed. "This is gonna be rough".

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sorry it took me forever :)