Why am I not enough

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Lance McLain you may know him as the flirt the goofball the annoying one or the dumb one but he is the opposite of all of that. He is a depressed smart anxious self hating boy who wonders why the Blue lion chose him. What's so special bout him. He's just the boy from Cuba, everyone seems to hate him

That day Lance was laying in bed thinking which in it self wasn't a good thing because he was now all alone with his thoughts.
"Go kill yourself"
"Useless palidan "
"What use do you have"
These where the thoughts in his head this was what he heard in his head all the time

"Heya Lance. How are you doing?" Hunk asked him

Oh hey buddy I'm fine"

Little do Hunk know that he was the last person that Lance would ever speak to.

(Time skip cuz I can't write suicide)

Hunk was the first to find him , then Coran Pidge Shiro Allura then finally Keith who broke down all together
All that was left was a note that Lance had written to the team and 7 separate letters for the team and Lance's familia

Main letter :
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
I thought I was to
But the roses have wilted
The violets have died
The sugar bowl is empty
My wrist stained red
The sun no longer shines
And the skies no longer clear
There are no silver linings
Rain still pours there's no end in sight
Im lying there frozen, so far from the light
I love you all please don't blame yourselves
But time can't be turned nor my actions undone

Hunk
Hey buddy please don't blame yourself make sure you sleep and function for me don't stress bake or go overboard ok your the greatest friend I ever had thank you for keeping life bearable

Pidge
Katie my lady please gremlin get some rest you want to be tip top shape for when you find your family you don't wanna be falling asleep at the controls or during missions so please my little sister please go to sleep at a reasonable time and stay safe

Shiro
Please make sure that pidge goes to sleep ,hunk doesn't stress bake, Allura takes time off ,Keith doesn't over train, and everyone doesn't grieve to long and that you all bounce back up. Make sure pidge finds her family as well and make sure that you don't blame yourself for this this was my choice that I had decided long ago please learn from my death and make sure your all happy

Allura
I always flirt with you to keep you smiling I never liked you in that way you were like a sister to me I loved you as a sister I'm sorry that I annoyed you so much I truly never ment to but please don't overwork yourself  please be a proper Queen and live on health and perfect

Coran
Coran Coran the gourgous man you were an uncle to me please please please make sure that every one stays safe health and grieves properly and no over working over training stress baking or crying over me I made this choice on my own so please don't cry over me

Keith
Te amo hey buddy please like Shiro don't blame yourself please ok I never actually hated you even if you hated me I didn't it's quite the opposite actually I had such a strong attraction to you I loved you so much more than you could ever believe

Mi familia

Los amé a todos muy, muy caros, por favor, no se preocupen más por , he vivido mi vida, pero simplemente no pertenecía a este mundo, así que Dios me ha llevado, los amo a todos.

They all read there letters and cried if only they could've saved him if only he could ever seen how much he ment to them

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