Diamonds Aren't Perfect

Never make a promise 💔

I was woking up out of my nap due to the vibration of my phone, so I began to rub my eyes and feel around for it. Wondering who the hell this could be interrupting my nap time, and that it better be someone important.

"Hello," I answered the phone with a raspy voice.

"Hey Baby! I miss you, what are you doing?" I heard the sexiest voice come through the other end of the phone, so I immediately came to focus.

"Bae where are you? And how could you just leave me?" That is how devastated I was, that I got straight to the point.

"Baby, I didn't know. All I know is I asked my mom "Where we were going?"And she said we moving out of town. There was nothing I could do I'm only 14, I asked to stay with Yodi and she said no. I didn't want to leave you sweetheart: my friends, my school. Baby, she made me leave my whole life behind when I was happy." He said as if he was holding back tears.

"So, what does this mean for us?" I asked him in a trembling confused voice

"I don't want nobody else, but I know you have needs. So, if it ever comes to that point can we promise each other that we would never marry or have kids with anyone else?" Monti asked in a serious voice.

I already knew in my heart I would never find someone like him.

"I promise baby. You will always be my Hubby. If years happen to pass and you decide you want to date. Can you promise me the same thing?" I replied in the most saddening voice.

"Of course, I promise and I love you,"  he vowed with everything in him.

At that moment I knew our bond had been made, so no matter what happens from that moment we had an understanding that at the end of the day we gone be together.

"I love you baby, but I've got to give my people back their phone but soon as I get a phone to use I'm going call you." He said before disconnecting our call.

Once the call ended reality hit me again, and before I knew it I had more I wanted to say. I couldn't believe it was real, we went from seeing each other every day to talking on the phone a couple of times a day or every other day. From seeing each other once in a while, whenever his mother and her husband decided to visit. Eventually, weeks turned into months and months turned into years. Before I knew it the calls came to a stop and so did the visits.

However, him being my husband one day never changed, and I still felt that in my heart. So, I build up the courage to date but not enough to get too serious with anyone. From, that moment life for me had changed I learned the game and I flipped it for my own good. Dating started off great for me because I knew what to say and do to get what I wanted with no type of sex involved.

After a while, I started to consider myself a P.I.M.P because I had all the dudes falling for me and I knew in my head it was just a game. As life went on, dating for me became less fun and I wanted to really settle down. I started to lose a little hope in me and Monti getting back together because we haven't talked in years. As well as me  being in and out of a few relationships made me think, that Monti just moved on without me.  Once I hit the age of 19, I decided that from that moment forward I was gone take the next relationship I got in seriously because if Monti and I are meant to be the other guy won't work out.

Unfortunately the next relationship didn't last. And neither did every relationship from that moment forward, which is not many, but is a story to tell.

Sidebar 📝: Here's some food for thought, things and people that are meant to be in your life will be. Don't make the mistake of forcing them, my last few relationships taught me that lesson.

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