CHAPTER 7: IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE

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(It's 6am and the sun is rising Kierra is awake laying on August chest listenin to his heart beat and thinking bout him )

Kierra: After last night I felt so secure I never knew Aug felt this way bout me he just makes me feel like all of the hurt and pain that I have been through I can finally let it gobut I have another secret to tell him that im scared to tell him cause I don't want him to get angry.I really do love him its just im scared of being hurt again.I just think that its crazy that we have all of these things in common,and that we both just fell for eachother so fast,but what can I say I don't want to start our relationship in a lie, so imma tell him just as I get the chance.what can I say I really love him..I think I trust him....

(August wakes up and looks at Kierra while rubbing her hair)

August:Goodmornin Baby....

Kierra:Goodmornin Baby.....

August: I'm glad I stayed her with you...I feel like this is were I belong....

Kierra:I feel the same way too..cuz I don't want you to leave....

August: Im not goin anywhere bae....I promise (Kisses your head)

Kierra:I love you Aug....

August: I love you too Ki.....

(Kierra gets up and looks at August with tears in her eyes)

August: Whatz wrong baby? Talk to me.....

Kierra: August I gotta tell you some that know one really knows but, Chante,and Taylor. I can't start our relationship in a lie. I love you and I gotta keep it real with you..

August: Okay baby what is it??

Kierra: Aug the real reason why I am scared to love is cuz I had an crush on this guy we went to school together in the 6th grade.he told me alot of things like I was pretty,he made me laugh,he said that he loved me,and that I was gonna be this and that.then all of a sudden he changed and started to touch my breasts and vagina then I pushed him ,and told him to stop.he stopped then he just looked at me and said I got you..then the next day he told a lie saying I wanted to go with him,and that I wanted to lose virginty to him.Then he got in a crowd with everyone and said that I was ugly,and that no one would want to be with an girl like me.I tried to play it off but it hurt me.then thats when I decided that I would neva trust again....He hurt me so bad that I started to believe that so I hated myself,I used to cut myself,and lose my mind.it was like no one could understand me.I hated myself I would cry myself to sleep and hope that I would die. I never really felt how love felt until I met you.you give me an since of heart, but Aug Im just scared...I don't wanna get hurt again.....

August:(Looks at Kierra kisses her) I just need to you listen (sings ready for love)

Kierra:August.....I love you.....

August:Kierra I got you...I won't be like that stupid dumb azz nigga he ain't got no taste.you look better than some of these NOLA girls.Kierra I want you to trust me..I love you.you have my heart.Kierra I want to be with you not just for your azz but for you.I really do care for you.all those other thots I never really cared for.I just smashed em and left em.but with you I feel like nothin in the world matters just me and you. Kierra I need you..I want you....I love you.....

(August kisses Kierra and keeps kissing her until Miyah&Chantel comes in)

Miyah&Chantel:Ohhhh!!!!!!! yall so nasty!!!!!

Kierra: What do yall want??

Chantel:Well Im hungry so imma need yall to stop yall little makeout session,and go cook me somethin to eat cuz a real nigga hungry..my stomach feels like King Kong inside tap dancin....

Miyah:Yea me too before I kill tha both of yall.....

August&Kierra:(smaccs lips) you ain't no killah!!!!

(everyone laughed)

Kierra: alright yall im comin....(gets up and puts on her blue bedroom shoes)

August:(wraps his arms around Kierra's waist kisses her necc) You look so good in the mornin.....

Kierra:(Moans)August stop.....

August:Ohhh...I see I sparked a moan...

Kierra:Shut up..(kisses him and goes downstairs)

August:(watches her leave)Damn.....I love that girl!!!!!

(Kierra starts to cook breakfast while she sings and dances to Tinashe- Stargazing 20mins later she finishes turns around to call everyone to the table until she sees everyone already sitting at the table)

Kierra:Shit!!! HOW LONG YALL BEEN THERE?!!!!!

August:Long enough to hear that sexy azz voice and to see that azz move.....(smiles)

Chantel:IDK you could sing like that girl do sum with that we could be at Grammys....

Kierra:Hahaha im not all that.....

Miyah:(drops her face) Girl stop flexin! you all in the flex zone right now....now you know can sing girl........No flex...So....meaning imma need ya to make some happen cuz them new j's comin out in december that I want....we need to make happen okay......

Everyone:(laughs)Miyah you a mess.....

Miyah:So I've been told.......

(Everyone Laughs and agrees,and starts eating then finishes and gets ready for school)

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