MoonSun : Him or Me

12

*Solar POV*

I was sitting silently next to her hospital bed. Ever since the incident happened I never talked to Eric they locked him up 'cuz of violence and attempt of raping

I was never myself again since that time Byul had been in coma for almost 1 month now that's how much blood she lost

Whenever I look up at her my heart is breaking. Breaking from the thought that I could have helped her

Breaking 'cuz of the guilt that I'm feeling. I'm pathetic I am cutting myself because of her

Because she harmed herself cuz of me I always sleep next to her and never leave her side

Go to sleep while crying, crying this became my habit I should change for her I think

What is wrong with me actually when I go back in time she always told me if anything happens to her stay positive

Stay positive for her for us for our relationship for the others but I'm not that tough I'm weaker day by day

I want her to wake up finally...

*2 days later*

*Byul POV*

I slowly opened my eyes I tried to sit up but I couldn't there was a weight on my chest

I looked down and saw Solar with tears stream face, puffy red eyes and cuts on her wrist

I started to get scared what happened why am I in the hospital

She started to slowly wake up she looked at me and instantly jumped up

She started to tear up I'm genuinely really confused why tho

Slowly with shaky hands (thou to her crying) she started to come closer to me again she touched my face if it was made of porcelain

Her hands were holding my face when she started crying again

- What's wrong babe? Please don't cry it makes me upset seeing you like this

I ask her she just shakes her head then told me everything the bad and the good side of the story

I smile at her and say

-I'm sorry I was dumb and blind I didn't see what you truly wanted I just selfishly thought about what I'm feeling and doing

She shakes her head denying everything

- Oh by the way I wanted to give you this but I never got the chance

I say going through my bag searching for the box I found it and handled it to her

-Do you like it? I wanted to give you this on Christmas but then things got complicated

She just smiled at me and kissed me shaking her head she said

-No, I don't like it...

When I heard her sentence I was heartbroken but that quickly changed when she said the next words