Ryan's POV
I wake up to the sound of my ear bleeding alarm, blasting at my bed side table.
Without thinking, I reach over to snooze.
Oh wait, today's and early shoot day. fuckkkkk, I hate getting up.
I sit up from bed, and take a sec to wake myself up.
It's even harder to get up from bed remember the events from last night. It just makes me want to curl back up in my bed and cry myself back to sleep.
Flashback
"RYAN!!! Come here!" Monica yells from the other room.
Omg What does she want now.
I pull my head phones outta my ears and set my laptop beside me, and then get out of bed to walk into the living room.
I walk in to see Monica sitting on the couch, staring dead into my eyes, with her ear piece out of her ear.
That's odd, she never had that out.
"Come sit, I need to talk to you" She says, sternly, like something is very wrong.
I start to get anxious. What have I done wrong? I haven't gotten in trouble recently! I don't even have any friends in Vancouver to get in trouble with! Are they firing me from the show? What is going on!
"I don't know how to say this easily, but ur father was diagnosed with lung cancer, and him and I have to go to Houston Texas for his treatment." She says.
"What?" I whisper, dumbfounded from what came out of her mouth, she just nods.
Thoughts fill my mind, about my father, about cancer, but the only thing I can say is,
"what am I gonna do, with the show and everything?"
"Well, Ur dad and I are looking for someone right to stay here, with u."
What?
"Like a fucking nanny?" I ask.
"Well.....yes"
"Wait when do u leave" I start to get angry
"2 weeks?"
"2 weeks? Why didn't u tell my sooner!" I yell standing up.
"We didn't know!" She yells very loud, standing up, and tower above me. This shuts me up.
Its silent for a sec.
"Is he gonna be ok?" I ask, my voice cracking, staring at the floor
"We don't know yet." She says, but b4 I can respond, I run into my room and flop onto my bed, crying.
My dad, my idol, my only family member I have left, the person I love most in the world,
might die?
No, no, no, I can't believe it.
This can't be happening
This isn't real
I cry more hysterically into my pillow, as so many happy memories flood into my mind of me and him.
He was always there for me, he never doubted me, always believed in me, and when i was dumb and turned my back on him, he was always waiting for me with loving arms.
Denial, I think that's what I'm feeling right now.
Anger, more anger than any thing in the world.
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Young star | riverdale
FanfictionRyan brown, 12 year old riverdale star. She plays jelly bean Jones, a tough girl. People say she's alot like her character, and she is, but she also has a soft side, that she tried to hide. Ryan loves her cast like a family, and they are. This book...
