A/N...BACK, ive got a couple of chapters written, ill space out, but I'm working on more, as I'm still quite busy at the moment. I'm trying to write when ever I get the chance.
Y/N POV
Ugh why does everything always have to hurt! Why does pain have to be a thing, does everything seriously have to be against me?
Yes.
No go away Neo
Why should I?
Because I said
Oh sweetie I thought you would of go the memo by now. You can never get rid of me
Why are you even here? Can't you see that I'm busy trying to wake the fuck up so I can somehow find my way out of here and go home
But what's the point of going home? Nobody's there and if there was they wouldn't want you. Your pathetic.
Shut up
You know it's true. At least here you have utensils to help you out.
IM NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF
Aww why not? You know it's true that nobody wants you.
Fuck off. I'm not doing it!
Ugh fine but I will be back, but I'm sure you all ready know that.
And with that Neo was gone. Who's Neo? Well he's the only one who's been there for me.
He's the voice in my head. Although people say if you here voices your crazy. Well maybe so, but he always knows how to make me feel better, even if he's all my insecurities in one.
...
I start to wake but with the presence of others around me.
I open my eyes and too my surprise Dallon is sitting at the end of my feet staring down at me. He looks like he's really nervous.
I give him a confused look and he speaks up.
"Uhh Y/N I see your awake" Dallon looks around the room a bit awkwardly and scratches the back of his neck looking for his next words.
"So I'm assuming you'd like a explanation?"
I stare back at him shocked at what he said. Do I want an explanation? DO I WANT AN EXPLANATION !? SERIOUSLY.
Dallon's POV
As I ask Y/N if she'd like an explanation I quickly realise my mistake as I see her face turn into anger. Oops.
"Did you seriously just ask if I wanted a fucking explanation" she exclaims as she sits up now fully facing me.
"Right..S-sorry... I'll go get him to explain everything." I start to head out of the room when Y/N calls out
"Who are you getting? Where are you going?"
"Y-Your broth-er"
I pick up my pace before she kills me
"I TOLD YOU HE'S DEAD GODDAMN IT" she yells out behind me.
Ryan's POV
As I listen to the conversation they were having I see the door to my room swing open and slam as Dallon sighs in relief.
"Hah, have fun with her. Word of advise don't get killed, she's not easy to convince" he walks pasted and pats my shoulder and plops on the bed.
I take a deep breath and walk into the lounge room where she is.
There she is, sitting on the couch, arms crossed and a mad expression on her face. Oh boy.
As soon as she saw me her face lightens up only for a second and goes into disbelief.
"Ry-Ryan?"
Holy shit..is it possible she remembers ?
Y/N POV
"Ry-Ryan?"
I ask our of disbelief. There's no way that he could actually be my brother. No way. But he looks so much luck me.
His face I tell you look like he's waited for me too say that for years. But why?
"Y-Y/N, you know my name!"
"Well I've seen you before in my dream-"
"In your dreams, yeah I know"
What
I look up at him to meet his gaze as he sits down next to me.
"What do you mean you know?"
"Well..iv been...watching you for years now....but you please let me explain"
"So your telling me,
My brother isn't dead
I've been lied to my entire life
And
He's been stalking me for years?"
I'm now kinda pissed, he's know me for years and he left me alone, with no one. What the hell.
"Well...yes actually, BUT I swear it was for your own good!"
Nope I don't think so.
"So me being alone all my life, sad as I was alone for 18 YEARS, while you stood there, WATCHING me and not doing anything, DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ALONE AND NOT HAVE ANYONE. NO!"
I fire back but with the consequence of my vision coming blurry as tears brim my eyes.
I can see the hurt behind his eyes but I don't care. How could he.
" you need to trust me, it was for you're own good"
"HOW, HOW WOULD YOU KNOW WHATS FOR MY OWN GOOD, HOW COULD ME KNOWING YOU WERE ALIVE ALL THIS TIME BE BAD FOR ME!! IT WOULDVE HELPED ME". Tears now streaming down my face as I have no idea what I'm meant to feel.
"Y/N please let me explain everything and please try to understand we wanted to do the best for you."
"Who's we?"
"Dallon, Brendon and a couple of others that I don't think you know of yet, I mean I don't think you've dreamt of them."
This is starting to scare me. How does he know what my dreams are.
"Oh he doesn't, I do though" Dallon chimes (hehe) in from across the room. When the hell did he get there.
"What?"
"Your dreams...they're real. Too an extent that is..."
"What do you mean they're real?"
"What I mean is that, that- "
"We're demons"
"DALLON"
"Your..your..what...?"
At this moment I'm not mad anymore but terrified. Sure I said that they could be real, but my brother? A demon ? Does that mean I'm a demon? No I couldn't be.
"Y/N..."
Ryan stands up as I'm now backing away from them.
"Please don't hurt me" I exclaim as I push my back against the wall.
"Y/N we would never do anything like that to you. We swear"
"You May think demons are bad..well some are but that's not the point. We can actually be nice, sure we kill other humans..not that it's gonna help my point but the demon community I guess you could call it, are generally nice to each other..sometimes, and we want to explain things to you, if you just sit back down and let Ryan say what he wants."
"O-okay" I slowly make my way back to the couch and hesitantly sit down on the other sit it's the couch to the boys.
YOU ARE READING
At Last (Brendon Urie X Reader)
SpiritualeY/N has been having repetitive nightmares of her long lost brother and friends. But they are not human...but what happens is it's not a dream? Will she finally find people who she can trust? Or even possibly someone who loves her? I had a thought, n...
