I'm Not Sorry(Katsudeku)

prologue

[A/N] before we start here's a warning of force/rape of you are not comfortable with that I suggest you skip past the middle school the flash back. Thanks.

Bakugou's pov

Deku sweet little ignorant deku. "Deku meet me in the alley way after school." You were always oblivious. Always thinking that we're Just friends. I always made it obvious that I liked you. I would put my arms around you, I would hug you from behind and I even told you that I was going to marry you. "Deku! When we grow up I'm gonna marry you and make you my bride!" But oh you never saw this coming.

[Flashback to middle school]
[3rd person view]

"Kacchan wait! Please don't!" Izuku cried softly as katsuki had tied the others hands with rope. The blonde knew what he was doing and smirked out of enjoyment. Katsuki made deku sit on his lap as he pulled up his shirt to reveal the bruises and cuts he had given the boy. "Wait please don-" The greenette manged to say before having his mouth covered by the blonde's hand. "Sorry.... But.. I'm not sorry." An hour late it was done. Katsuki bakugou had finally made deku his. He planned to keep it this way.

[Bakugou's pov]
[High school year 3]

I smirked to myself. "Hey babe." I said softly but, Deku just kept walking ignoring me. It annoyed me. "Deku!" I said loudly grabing the attention of others and the the shorter boy. "Hm yeah Kacchan?" I glared at him and I pulled him of into a alley way. "Why the fuck did you ignore me?" He looked up at me. "I d-didn't hear y-you." I growled. "What the fuck ever." I said angrily as I walked away into the school.

         When it came around to lunch time the fucker didn't say anything to me. "Tch." I ate by myself ignoring his looks and glances at me. Of course he was talking to half n' half, Iida, and round face. I finish my lunch as I put away my empty bento box in my bag. I then pull out my un-used note book and started sketching out deku. I flipped and drew another picture of deku in a diffrent angle and pose. I kept drawing him. Sooner or later class started and the nerd sat behind me. I signed as I started taking on a diffrent note book as the one I used to draw was back in my bag.

  [Time skip to the end of the day]

       I was waiting for deku to get his things as again we were the last two in the class room. "H-hey Kacchan.." The greenette said as sweat dripped and his eyes were place at his feet before he looked up. "Yeah deku?" He sighed be before saying softly. "I n-need a break.." I looked at him. "Ha? What the fuck does that mean?" I think no need a break from u-us." He looked down quickly horrified at what was gonna happen to him. ".. Okay." I said stoping myself from choking him out. "R-really?" Deku asked surprised. "Yeah, now get the fuck out of my sight you pest." I said rudely as I pushed him out of my way causing him to fall. "Ow k-Kacchan?" He said sadly and I ignored him. I walked home my myself.

        I felt... broken really really broken. What? Why? I dont need him! Or maybe- "Stop! This isn't fair!" I yelled out tears picking at my eyes. Fuck this isn't want I wanted. I didn't want him to leave. I just I just agh! I made it home kicking open the door and slamming it closed and I went up to my room slamming the door shut. I tried calling him he didnt answer. I tried again and again. Until aunty[inko] picked up. "Hello?" She answered. "Hey aunty how are you?" I said in a fake tone of happiness. "I'm good, I'm sorry Izuku couldn't pick up his phone He left it here before leaving to your house. Speaking of him going to your house is he there yet?"  She asked. What? To my house? Why... Unless- "huh no he never told me he was coming over... Strange if you ask me." I replied worried about him. Why would he li- my doorbell rung. "Izuku what a surprise!" My mom yelled. "Never mind he just got here aunty." She sighed out of relief. "Sorry for worrying you katsuki." She said sadly. "Ah no it's fine aunty well I'll talk to you later. Bye." I said "Good bye." She replied and I hung up the phone. That's right I don't need him he needs me. He came to my house while my mom's going out. He's fucked himself over. Put on an act. I came down stairs as my mom was leaving. "Bye mom." I smiled at her as she waved. "See you." She said closing the door. As soon as she pulled out of the drive way it was my time to shine. "Hey deku~" I said putting my face on his shoulder. He jumped "K-kacchan hey..." He blushed slightly. "Tch why are at my house?" He shivered.

[Izuku/dekus pov]

I shiver sweat drippung down my face. "I c-came to s-see you, Kacchan." I said my voice cracking. Softly he took my face turning to look at his. He was grinning? He- he's gonna kill me! He threw me to the ground and he got on top of me punching me in the face. I- I can breath. "Pefvs hwpf!"(please help) I choked on my blood. My vision slowly faded to black. He smiled and put a cloth over my face. The last thing I saw was his cold hearted smiled. "You can't ever leave because I will find and kill you."

[A/N so this is my first ever bakudeku yandere story I know this prologue was bad lmao but thanks for the read. Also I'm gonna work on them one shots don't worry.]