It's been two weeks of waking up and seeing Ciara here. Oh and also of me being clean without any cutting. I get up and go to my hair stuff and grabbing scissors and going to my mirror. I decided to give myself bangs which I couldn't put to the side so they didn't need to be there if I didn't want them too. I finished and took a picture and posted it on instagram.
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@/Maceys.Music: I cut bangs and didn't feel like hurting myself🙂
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@/AwstenKnight: I'm proud of you💕 | @/Maceys.Music: 😋💕
He hasn't commented on my posts in so long. I heard someone knock so much on my door. I open it and Otto and Geoff run in locking the door. "What's up guys." I ask. "WE CAUGHT CIARA CHEATING" They both said together. "Wait what" I said getting a big smile across my face. "Yeah she was kissing a dude before she walked into the house" Geoff said. "Well did you guys get any proof" I asked. "YES" they yelled. "Oh thank god give me your phone" I said. Geoff gave me his phone and I watched the video. "Holy shit" I said. I got up and walked to Awstens room where him and Ciara are. I knock and he answers. "Oh hey you did a good job with cutting your hair" he says winking at me. Only because I didn't try cutting my wrist with the scissors. "Can we talk" I ask. "Yeah what's up" he asks. "Oh I mean like alone" I said. "Oh.. okay" he says stepping out of his room and following me into my room where Geoff and Otto still are. "What's going on" he asked. "Ciara is cheating on you again" I say. "Yeah? And how do you know this" he asks not believing us. "Because Geoff and Otto caught her" I said. "I don't believe you" he says. "Well here the video" I say handing him Geoff's phone and showing him the video. "What the fuck! I shouldn't have dated her again!" He said getting up and going to his room where she was. "GET THE FUCK OUT" He yells. "why" she asked. "YOU CHEATED ON ME AGAIN LEAVE" He said yelling some more. She ran with her stuff out the door. I've never seen him the angry and I've known him forever. He walks over to me "oh yeah me and Otto ended things we are just going to be friends" I explained. He just stated breaking down crying in my arms. We walked to my room and the others went downstairs. "It's okay Awsten you'll be okay" I said. I haven't seen him this broken since when he left Houston to move to California. "I should have listened to you" He said crying his eyes out. "Awsten, I love you" I said smiling. "I love you too" he said smiling though his tears. We hugged. We ended up cuddling and watching the office.
