Awsten's POV
We got to the beach and I took my shirt off. I watched Macey as she took off her shorts and shirt covering her stomach. She shouldn't be insecure about her stomach or any of her body cause she has such a nice one. I grab one hand and we hold hands walking to the water. We got there and the water was actually so warm. We slowly walked in together but I noticed Macey stopped. "Don't tell me you still don't know how to swim" I said. "Um.." she drags out. "Macey I taught you this back then how don't you remember" I said. "Well after you left and stopped talking to me I got really distant from people and basically just sat in my room crying all day Wondering what I did wrong so I forgot" she said. I could feel her hand shaking just talking about when I left and we lost contact. Wow I can't believe I broke this girl. "Babygirl come here I'll teach you again" I say smiling. She slowly walks over to me. She wraps her arms around my neck and I wrapped my hands around her waist. Instead of me teaching her how to swim she kisses me. I love kissing her so much it's almost like we were always together and never apart. I kiss her back really passionately for the first time she was startled but she quickly reacted. We slowly pulled away as I bit her lip letting go as we pulled away. "Woah" she said. "I know right" I said giggling. I taught her how to swim again. We had a lot of fun before going back home and taking showers. We both got into onesies because why not. I was pikachu and she was Spyro. We sat in my bed. She all of a sudden started crying. "Babygirl what's wrong" I ask her running my fingers though her hair. She pulls up her sleeve. There are three cuts. They weren't there earlier at the beach so she must have done them in the bathroom when she showered. "Baby why" I asked. "I didn't tell you but me and Alice aren't friends anymore" she said crying. The cuts were fresh. "I'll go get a bandaid" I said going to the bathroom grabbing bandaids and coming back. I put them on the cuts and hug her so tight. "Now tell me why" I ask her. "She said "I'm getting too big and I'll forget about her anyway and that she never liked me anyway" she said crying even more. "Baby friends come and go you can't control that" I said kissing her forehead. "I know that's not even really the reason I'm crying" she said. "Then why are you" I asked. "They're are two reasons, 1. I'm mad at myself for cutting and 2. I'm thinking about what if none of this ever happened and Geoff never found me on the internet." She said looking me in my eyes. Seeing her like this makes me so sad. "Baby it's okay you'll get back over this cutting thing and the point is that we did find each other again" I said smiling then getting up and going to the bathroom. Here I go again "and as I said when I see you hurt it hurts me worse" I said cutting a deep cut in my arm not my wrist. "Baby why did you do that" she asked me. "Because I need you to understand I'm here for you and that I'll go through living hell for you just to be happy" I said. "Now stop crying and let's go get ice cream in our onesies" I said forget I was bleeding a lot. "Babe we need to get you a bandaid" she said putting one on the cut. "I forgot I was bleeding" I giggled. "Okay let's go" she said giggling. We went to a ice cream shop near our house. We went in and both got some ice cream. "You look cute" she says. "I know" I said giggling. We finish eating then go back home, lay in bed and watch the office because who doesn't love the office.
