CARDLINAUDIO ONESHOTS - <3✅

Need Me. [Angst]

It's so cold outside.
I really can't stay, baby it's cold outside~
Okay now isn't the time—

You and Cardlin have been a couple for months now, you both have memories stored in your hearts forever, you've had your ups and downs but they've always been resolved by forgiveness.

But one thing wasn't quite right to Cardlin.

After you came back home from work the other day, you ignored him, and locked yourself in your shared room, causing Cardlin's worry to grow.

He knocked on the door countless nights, asking if you were okay, and you would reply with a small,

" Yes, I'm fine. "

And Cardlin would believe you.

After 2 days, he thought everything was fine, but as he noticed the food you prepared for him (which he happily ate) and yourself everyday, went untouched:

That's when things went down.

So one day, he hatched a plan.

Cardlin would call in sick and pretend to go to work, but would actually still be there and find out what you were doing.

You waved as Cardlin left, the breakfast you made for you and him still in your throat as you resisted the urge to swallow.

You gagged and ran up the stairs, heading straight to the toilet and spitting the food from this morning out, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand, you flushed the toilet, walking to your shared bedroom and looking at yourself in the mirror.

You're still fucking fat, just die why don't you?

You closed your eyes and inhaled deeply as your stomach grumbled, aching for food but you ignored it, staring at yourself.

The image you had of yourself in your mind was too fat, ugly and worthless to you, but I fact in real life, you started to become thin and your friends and family started worrying.

" I should just die. " you murmur to yourself, hugging yourself as you at least tried to comfort yourself.

You could hear Cardlin behind you as your breath hitched.

" Baby .. Why didn't you tell me about this? .. "

The concern lacing his voice was more worrying than anything, you felt ashamed, hanging your head in disappointment.

" Babe .. You know you're perfect. " he kisses your forehead, pulling you close as you started to sob, squeezing him tight as you felt your stomach rumble again.

" Do you want to eat something? It'll help, I'll try and help you through this. " He asks and you hesitate, before nodding and you both head to the kitchen, but before you skip over, he says this.

" If you want to talk, you know where I am, if you need me, of course. "

why tf am I getting hungry foR tHIS IS NOT HELPING
so sad T^T