My Journals

June 15th 2012 6:57pm

        Hey guys waiting 4 7:00pm JB concert ticket winners! OMG i love him so so much!! Oh and got a new BF named Corey! so cute (hes my little JB) well its summer now and im about to go to my grandmas the whole summer! Pool at their house is open OMG! Justin Bieber is singing swag! or should I say Swaggie! Boyfriend!! <3 which means ticket winners are next JB luv!! im all he needs! I just wanna luv him and treat him right!...Anways me and my mom were at the store,,,I didnt win:( wait till 9pm :( i hope:( ...anyways..yea me and my mom were at the store and there was this magazine all Justin Bieber 3 free posters too and my mom said no (So sad So sad) :( seems like i have been writing this for a really long time right! haha ever since that horrible trip but then the guy is a total liar but whatever my mom can deal with that I want nothing to do with it...anyways cant wait to go to my grandparents but i miss Corey, Marquis, Victor, Jewels, Areti, Lauren and my other friends to wateves ima have 3 months away from here thank goodness i need a break lol! just cant forget anything important! already packed my clothes and baiting suits! Pool will be awesome! time to listen to JB CD! Fav song kind of is Acoustic Down to Earth! So touching and true to me <3...Anyways something is wrong with my voice! its so hard for me to sing I have to force it! i hate it i cant sing like i normally cound like i cant sing high notes anymore! its gonna make me cry soon! :,( Boo hoo...Anyways I dont know what to talk about now haha ummm only that I love Justin Bieber..Oh i know My aunt Natasha (Not real haha) anyways...Our art friend Kevin (hes a BUM) he was being stupid! on the last day of school I wanted to get away fom him so nad then he was at the GYC party but i didnt talk to him i was with Lauren, Marquis and Victor yea I had a great last day of school but will really miss my friends...A lot...Anyways! like i said i love JB hes my total fav singer and Selena gomez and Demi you know i luv them! actors totally Taylor Laughtner AND! Josh hutcherson! Got my voice back kind of! Yay! Sing away girlfriend! i so need a life...Well talking to you guys is my life cuz i love you guys...ive wanted to win those Justin Bieber tickets  so bad ive waited all week but i guess im just not as lucky as u wanna be well ima pray 1 more time because that really helps me a lot when i pray!...Ok i prayed i really hope it helps me:) I just want the tickets so bad i love Justin Bieber and i just want to go to a conert so badly!:( and this will probably be the only time he'll be at the Verizon Center!! Im just so upset because i always enter my name into contests but i never ever win no matter how hard i try i just wanted that to change i wanted just 1 time of feeling like i actually achieved a goal but i dont achieve much i guess...well anyways ok guys i will be back arounf 8:50 something so we can wait on the ticket winner together:)...7:53pm out...Hey guys im back its 8:53! JB tickets comin soon...hold on i need a new pen ok...But yeah now its 8:56 so excited i hope i win i prayed and everything now all i have left is to just wait for the name I must say that was the quicest hour i have ever gone through haha hey its 8:57 2 minutes left so happy! its after this song! Im so excited yea yea! and i just can hide it wat wat! and im about to lose control and i think i like it!!!! yeahhhh!! haha ive lost my mind for Justin Bieber! its so bright outside but its 9 oclock wow ....WAIT! ITS 9:00pm! im soooooooo ready! :D hope its me! please please be me please! yea! no it wasnt me :( i hope they do this again next week to :( well im upset so im gonna go now :( -sigh- 9:03pm...out...