February 16th 2013 11:20pm

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        Hey guys I know I said Id talk more Im sorry its been a while well happy late Valentines Day i <3 you guys. Hope it was filled with love and laughter! Im just chillin on the computer well on youtube you know me always with music! I watched 2 "Scary" movies today they were pretty good, Anyways whats up guys! Im tired and boredbut i really wanted to say hi for a few minutes because I missed you guys...My moms not here so my brother has his friends over of course! Well you know how it goes when she isnt here..I isolate myself in my room and keep to myself like always and I kinda get upset because I feel like I have no family to talk to about it with. Either they dont care or they arent here...but hey I have you guys all the time right <3 you guys are like my best friends I dont have people like you anymore I feel really alone all the time and im always inside, never with others, I feel like ive lost everything because of what happened to me having CPS at my house, My mother never being home...nothing is the same without Mikey I miss him a lot I wouldnt be this way if he was still here. He kept the family together and we didnt have any problems. I dont wanna be depressed and cut myself because I miss what my family used to be. I miss my family. I want Mikey and my mom back, max isnt family Mikey is. I miss my real family not this fake weve become. Ima go for a few minutes Pce Cat out...Bye...11:50pm

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