Show Me Your Love//DISCONTINUED

Park

~~Brendon's Pov~~

I hid behind Spencer as he took me into the park. I was wearing a pale yellow shirt that had rubber ducks on it and some pastel blue overalls, not exactly big boy clothes. I liked the idea of going to the park, that was, before I saw how many people were there. I was very tentative to go into the park, before I saw something strange. Tyler was playing on the swings wearing an oversized white sweater. I ran up to him, trying to snap out of little space, but also not. Could Tyler be a little too? Who's his daddy? Does he even have one? I tapped Tyler on the shoulder. He looked at me with a smile that was quickly wiped off when he realised it was me.

"Hi Tyler!" He didn't reply. He ran off. I followed him and realised that he was running towards Josh. Was Josh his daddy? Tyler ran into Josh's arms.

"What's wrong ba-" Josh stopped mid sentence when he saw me. He looked me up and down with a confused expression on his face.

"Brendon?" He asked. I nodded my head politely. Josh tilted his head.

"Uh, hi Brendon! What're you doing here? Where's Dallon and Ryan?" Josh asked, trying to break the awkward silence.

"I'm here with Spencer because my daddies went to Ryan's parents place for the weekend. Spencer's babysit-" I stopped, realising what I had just said. I just called Ryan and Dallon my daddies.

"Daddies? Brendon are you a little? Because Tyler here is too! Isn't that right, princess." Josh said. Tyler peeked out at me and nodded. Josh opened his mouth to say something else when he was interrupted.

"Brendon! Don't run off like that! Stay where I can see you!" Spencer said sternly, walking up to me. He was about to say something, then he saw Josh and Tyler.

"Josh! Ty! How are you guys?" Spencer didn't seem to notice Tyler hiding his face in Josh's hoodie, maybe Tyler and Josh were the 'friends' who were in a dd/lb relationship.

"Good thanks Spence! So, Brendon's a little?" Josh said. Spencer nodded and sat down on the bench next to Josh and Tyler. There wasn't much space left on the bench so Spencer gestured for me to sit on his lap while him and Josh talked. I sat cross legged on Spencer's lap while him and Josh talked about something that didn't interest me at all. I looked over at Tyler, he looked just as bored as I was.

"Do you wanna go play in the park?" Tyler asked. I vigorously nodded my head and looked at Spencer for approval. He nodded and Tyler and I ran off to play in the park. We played on the slide and played tag. When we were on the swings, a little girl came up to us.

"Excuse me, how old are you?" She asked. We were going to answer her because she wasn't necessarily being rude, until her mother chimed in.

"Hayley! Get away from those pedophiles!" She shouted. Everyone in the park was looking at us now, and not in a good way. I felt tears pricking at the corner of my eyes, I could tell that Tyler was on the verge of tears as well. Josh and Spencer must've heard, because they stepped up to the woman and her daughter.

"Excuse my French miss, but you need to shut the fuck up. Those two boys are just being themselves, and you don't need to judge them for it because it's none of your business." Spencer said. The woman looked horrified.

"Oh, and how would you like it if someone spoke to your daughter like that?" Josh added. The woman looked taken aback for a moment. She just scoffed at them and dragged her daughter out of the park. I noticed that Tyler was crying, which brought me to the realisation that I was crying too. Josh and Spencer walked over to us, noticing that we were crying. Josh picked up Tyler and bounced him a bit.

"Oh nonono baby, don't cry, it's ok baby, it's ok." Josh told Tyler. Seeing Tyler have his daddy there to comfort me made me sad, because I didn't have either of my daddies there to comfort me. Spencer put his hand on my shoulder.

"You ok Bren?" I looked down at my feet and nodded.

"Let's go home. Is it cool if Tyler and I come home with you? We got a bus here because our car's being serviced." Josh said. Spencer nodded and we all walked to the car. Josh helped strap Tyler and I into the back seats while Spencer got the car going. Tyler and I sat happily in the back for most of the ride home when suddenly, I really needed to pee. Spencer had made me put a pull up on this morning, just in case, and I'm kind of glad he did, but I really really didn't want him to change me again. I tried to hold it for as long as I could, attempting to make as little sound as possible. But when I couldn't hold it anymore though, I whined quite loudly as I let go into the pull up. Spencer looked back at me for a split second, slightly worried.

"You ok back there Bren?" He asked.

"Y-Yeah I'm f-fine." I whimpered. Josh and Tyler looked at me worriedly. I was uncomfortable now and just wanted to get home. When we got home, Josh helped Tyler and I out of the car. I rushed inside and went into the bathroom, locking the door. I hastily pulled off my overalls and removed the wet pull up. I didn't need another one so I just threw it in the bin and pulled my jeans back on. Just as I went to leave the bathroom, Spencer knocked on the door.

"Brend-" He stopped when I opened the door, nearly slamming the door in his face. He opened his mouth to say something but I just walked straight past him to the bedroom. I shut the door and got out of my overalls and shirt, putting on a pair of grey tracksuit pants and a loose black shirt instead. I needed to be out of little space for a bit, I just couldn't handle that right now. I went to leave the room when I saw Spencer leaning on the door frame.

"You ok Bren?" He asked.

"Yeah, I just need to be out of little space for a bit, I can't handle being so sensitive right now." I explained. Spencer nodded and we walked out into the living room. I was so exhausted from the past few days of being little so I just flopped down on the couch. Tyler was sitting in Josh's lap on the floor, colouring while watching some cartoon on the TV.

"Hey Bren, you ok? You seemed a bit flustered when we came home." Josh said, craning his neck to look at me.

"Yeah I'm fine, I just needed a break from all the emotions of little space for a bit." Josh nodded his head understandingly. I was exhausted from the past couple of days and I really just wanted to sleep. I shoved a pillow under my head and laid down on the couch, so so tired..