Tacenda - PJM

Chapter: 2

I thought I couldn't live without you, but this is my life now
But I do feel a little empty, I guess I'm still at that place
I'll let it all out, so I can feel relieved
BTOB – Missing You

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South Korea,
03:00 PM

Hyemi tighten her grip on the flower bouquet, that she bought few minutes ago. Yoongi finished parked his car and stop the car engine. "We're here"

He looked at her both hazel eyes softly and stroke my shoulder. "Are you okay?" She slowly nodded.

He gets out from the car and open the door for her. "Let's go" He reached her left hand and hold it.

They both stand side to side in front of Hyemi's father grave, while still holding hand. She holds it tightly. Yoongi knew it's hard for going here. The bad memory, guilt of her father death, still remind in her head and heart.

Hyemi was holding her tears, she tries her best to not cry. Not today. She tried to manage her tears away for years. Yoongi looks down at her and caressed her hand, tried to calm her, "Uncle, Hyemi here"

Hyemi released her hand from his hold and slowly squat down to put the flower bouquet and Yoongi clean the weeds around the grave.

"Dad, your daughter here" She swaps few tears fell on her cheek, she can't hold her tears anymore. 

Yoongi squat beside her and caressed her shoulder. "I'm sorry for taking too long" other tear fall, "And I missed you. I know, you missed me to, right?

"How there, dad? Are you happy now? You should right. Cause I lived a happy life too with mom here... but I still emptied without you"

"Yoongi oppa here, he always treats me well, even sometimes he acted like jerk" Yoongi rolled his eyes.

"Dad," Her voice hoarse, her body shakes as she started to sob, tried to fight back her own tears,

"I'm sorry"

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She lends her head to the window car, with her red and sore eyes. She finally cried out loud as soon she sat inside the car, she can't hold his tears anymore.

Yoongi looked concerned and hurt for seeing his girl broken. She looked like fragile glass about to shatter anytime soon. He caressed her long brown wavy hair, to make her feel better. She was strong and independent and cheerful women, but this past year, she was getting dark as she got older. He rarely saw her cries for past 5 years, she managed to stand on her feet as her mother left London to Korea. He didn't know if she was getting better or pretend it to be. 

"Are you feeling better?" He asks.

"My eyes feels sore" She said while rubbing his eye.

Yoongi reached out and pulled down her hand, "Stop rubbing your eyes like that"

Hyemi fix her seat and look at him as he reached out his hand to his lap, "Put ice on your eyes as soon we arrived at your apartment" He said as he wears the seatbelt. He turned on the engine and drives away the cemetery.

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Hyemi's Apartment

Yoongi turned on the television, while Hyemi took shower. He prepared the food that he ordered few minutes ago. He felt the phone buzzed inside his pocket jeans, he got new massages- He forgot about his phone for a while. He took out his phone from his jeans and saw his father and Hyemi's Mother massages on the phone screen.