Chapter: 1

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        I want to breathe, I hate this night
I want to wake up, I hate this dream
I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead
BTS - Save Me

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South Korea
Airport, 11.00 PM

She opened her heavy eyelid after only hour of sleep and looked through the glass window beside her. The morning sky was clears and expanse of the blue sea shown beneath the flying plane, in fast she closed her eyes tight and turn away. She feels sick to her stomach.

            "Ladies and gentlemen, we have just been cleared to land at Incheon International Airport"

She holds tight her sling bag strap, while standing in front of the glass door. People keep walking here and there, but she just standing there, in the middle of the crowd, feeling unease and anxious. People keep looking at her pissed, because she blocked their way, "Excuse me, please get in the way".

She finally aware and bowed to them sorry for blocking their way. She heaved a sigh and walked through the glass door with her big suitcase. She drags her suitcase along with her, it not heavy at all; she only had plenty of stuffs there, but she felt heaviness hit her body. She feels weak.

"It's okay, Hyemi." She keeps saying in her mind, but she's not fine at all.

She went back to her hometown. South Korea. It has been 10 years since the last time she went back. But, she not feeling happy at all, it still burdened her 'till now. She feels the headache become more painful after the airplane landed. It not the usual headache she felt. Maybe it because she only had plenty of sleep and food, plus something that burdened her mind. When the last time she ate proper meals? He will start nagging if he founds out. She felt that she lost few pounds for past weeks.

She lost her appetite for weeks and lack of sleep, the thoughts of she will went back to her hometown it bothered her. She found the nearest bench and decided to sit for a while whlie keeps massaging her forehead, hope the headache will gone. She needs food and sleep. I need my medicine.

Then she heard someone calling her name while running towards her seat. "Hyemi!"

She lifted hear head up as soon someone called her name. A slight of white hair man with all back outfit ran toward her.  "Yoongi?"

" Sorry, I'm late" He crouched down while panting as soon he arrived in front of her. "I read the wrong gate" he said while catching his breath.

She smiles bitterly to him, "It's fine"

Yoongi looked at her pale face worried, "Hyemi? Are you okay? Are you sick?" He put his both hands on her cheeks, in fast she removed his hand and shook her head.

"Just headache, don't overdo"

"You've cold sweat, are you really fine?" His brows crooked, worries shown on his black clearly eyes, she slowly nodded.

Yoongi heaved a sighed and stand up. "Let's go" He reach out his hand and take her hand to his hold. He takes her suitcase with him and started walking.

She glanced from shoulder, observe the man beside her head to toe. "Don't look at me like that". He said without turned his face to her, He noticed she observe him.

She shows laugh a bit, and Yoongi face her. "Stop used all the-black-things, you look pathetic. Are you going to funeral or pick me up at the airport?"

He rolled his eyes, annoyed by being mock for his fashion sense. "Shut up" She chuckled.

It's kind of his style, black shirt, black jacket, black pants, at least his hair is white. Wait-what? White? "What with that hair?" She points with her other finger at his white hair under his black cap.

He snorted, "It's a dare, I lose a game. Don't ask more."

"You know what," Yoongi turned his face again to her, " I shouldn't trust you to picked me up at the first place, you promise me you wouldn't late again this time" She acted mad to him, for being a little late.

"What?" He stopped and yanked his hand, looked down at her annoyed. He feels pissed and walk faster leave her behind with her suitcase.

"Yoongi wait!"

Yoongi stop his step, turned his body to face her who still catching his fast walk while dragging her suitcase. "It's oppa!"

Hyemi chukled put her hand around his arm, clingy to him. "Don't leave me, oppa" She pout.

"You first d-" His words got cut as Hyemi suddenly feeling dizzy and about to faint, he wrapped his arm around her shoulder, keep her balance. "Hyemi? Are you sick?"

Hyemi opened her eyes and look through his worried eyes. "Just headache, it's fine. Let's go" She force smile to him.

Yoongi tighten his hold and take her suitcase and started to continue their walk. He knew she's lied to him. Yoongi stroke her head softly, want to make her feeling better.

"Let's go home"

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Yoongi opened the passenger door of his SUV black car for her, after he closed the door, he put her suitcase to the car tank.

Hyemi  put her seatbelt on, while Yoongi looked at her intently from driver seat after he closed the door after him. "I'm fine- for now. Stop looking at me like that"

"Should we go to your mom hospital? You looked pale" His eyes still looks worry.

She faced him, and smile, "Can't we just go to another place?"

Yoongi frowned, "Where?"

"My father's grave"

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