Alexs pov

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Alex's POV

I was slapped by my mother.

"Alexander William Gaskarth you get up and out clothes on right now." She yelled and I flinched.

I couldn't breathe. I wouldn't breathe.

"I said now Alexander!" she yelled again.

I still couldn't breathe.

"Alex?" Jack asked and placed a hand on my cheek. "Alex you need to breathe." he told me. I nodded and tried to breathe..

"Get off of my son!" I heard my mom yell but jack stayed put.

"Lex, please breathe. For me." he said and I nodded again.

I started gaining control of my breathing again.

He started helping me breathe showing me how to take deep breaths

" I said get off my son!" My mom yelled again but jack didn't move he just helped me with my breathing.

"Get off him now jack." she said trying to sound calm but I could tell she wasn't.

As soon as I got control of my breathing I started crying, shanking, crying more, and apologizing.

"I'm sorry jack, I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry." I told him while crying.

I heard my mom say something about getting my father but I ignored her.

"Shhh lex, it's okay." he whispered softly to me while rubbing my back to calm me down

"I'm sorry." I told him again.

"Hey, look at me." He said and I looked up at him.

"It's okay." He said and pecked my lips lightly.

"Seriously?! I leave the room for two minuets and you two are already making out again?!" I heard my mom yell. "Get clothes on. Your father and I will be waiting in the kitchen." she said coldly and walked off.

"I'm sorry." jack said and I frowned.

"Don't be." I told him and kissed him.

"We should get dressed." I said and he nodded.

We stood up and got dressed.

Once we were both dressed up we walked into the kitchen hand I'm hand.

When we got in there my mom glanced at our hands then and me then back at our hands.

"You have some explaining to do" my mother said and I nodded.

"I've always liked jack and then last month I wanted to tell him. The day I was going to tell him he ended up getting drunk and doing some idiotic stuff I got mad at him. I was mad at him for about a week and then he told me he loves me and I told him I love him and now we are here." I said and jack held my hand tighter.

"So what your saying is you've liked men for awhile? I bet you didn't even like your girlfriend Lisa! She was probably just a cover up so you can go around and have sex with random men!" My mom yelled.

"No! I loved her but just as a friend. After austin Carlile and alan ashby came out my feeling about jack came back.I've only ever slept with one guy and that was jack and we were teenagers! I lost my fucking virginity to him!" I yelled. I immediately tensed up. I mentally slapped my self 'he doesn't remember Alex.'

I looked at him and he was looking back smirking. "I remember." he said and I looked at him with wide eyes.

"You have seriously liked men for this long and you didn't tell us?!" my mother yelled.

"Calm down." my father told her talking for the first time since we came in here.

"Can you please just get out of my house? Why can't you just except that I love a guy and I didn't tell you? please just leave. you pissed me off again for the second time today" I told them and my mom looked at me shocked.

My dad sighed. "we will leave." he said. My mom still looked shocked.

They walked past me and out of the kitchen and then I heard the front door close.

I sighed.

"You okay?" Jack asked and I nodded.

"I'm fine." I said "you sure?" he asked and I nodded

"Yeah I'm fine." I told him and kissed him.

"So what do you mean by "I remember"?" I asked.

"Remember what I said earlier? I'm strait as a pole when I'm drunk." he told me.

"You weren't drunk?" I asked and he shook his head no. "Nope. I was as sober as sober can be. I thought you would bring it up but you didn't." he told me

"Wanna do it again?" I asked and winked. I bit my lip waiting for a reply.

"Do you?" he asked.

I spun around toward him and crashed my lips onto his.

"That answer your question?" I asked and he nodded. "yeah."

"Let's go upstairs." I told him and he nodded.

I pulled on his hand with a devilish grin and led him upstairs.

Once we got up to my room I pushed him on the edge of my bed and kneed in between his legs.

I looked up at him and smirked.

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Early chapter because my birthday is in 5 days

Smut in next chapter

-lex

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