"When you thought you have moved on , but you didn't"
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I was very bored waiting for my turn and decided to check on my instagram when suddenly someone said "Hi" to me and when I turned around to see who it was , it was Rugen O.O , my face suddenly started heating up as I saw him , I stared at him not knowing what to say to him until he started to speak up. "Its our turn now , Lets Go" he said while walking away. He left me dumbfounded at my seat. "Waa-iit" I said as I try to catch up with him.
The photoshoot ended and I was really lonely . Dissery and Jana have gone home and Leila have been sticking with his partner all day -_- . I was packing my things and about to leave when suddenly Rugen came over and gave me a cup of coffee "Wanna go outside and walk?" he asked , I had no choice but to go with him I was to shy to declined after he gave me a cup of coffee .
While walking , people have been staring at us whispering out loud that I could hear something I shouldnt hear "Those two are so cute" "I bet their child would be perfect" things like that made me blush and a part of me was disgusted "You're cute when you're blushing" he spoke up while sipping his coffee , I then hid my tomato face so that he can't see . We sitted for awhile . Silence was occupying between us. Until he started
"So you became a Model huh? How interesting" he said while giggling
"As if you care , dont be interested . You already made fun and betrayed me" I said raising my voice angrily
"Hey , youre angry?" he said touching me
Disgusted . I rudely walked away from him . After 3 years he suddenly showed up , Im just so confused at my feelings half of it was fluttering because I saw him and half of it was aching because of his face. I thought I have moved on , but I didnt . Stupid Stupid Stupid. Tears forming , suddenly he spoke up "Is it about 3 years ago?" as he said that , His promises suddenly came to my mind which made me burst to tears . "Hey get over with it already its been 3 years" he blurted "GET OVER WITH ? YOU MADE ME HAVE FEAR OF LOVE , FEAR OF TRUSTING . FEAR OF EVERYTHING. MY LIFE WAS A PIECE OF SHIT . AND THEN YOU SHOWED UP AND TELL ME TO GET OVER IT ?" I was about to slap him when suddenly he hugged me . I wanted to get out but I cant he's too strong "I have something to explain , contact me tommorow"he whispired , he wiped my tears. I quickly left and went to the seashore alone. Reminicing what just happened and then tears were falling . I decided to go home and forget everything.
As I was entering my house , everything was pitch black. I felt so lonely . I walked through the living room to my bedroom . I was putting my jacket to my rack when suddenly something fell out of it. I came to reach it and noticed that it was a calling card from Rugen . What he said earlier came to my mind . Holding the calling card I was deciding wether should I meet him or not? Should I know what he was going to tell me? What if I will regret it? Will it? no matter what I should go ... No .... ughh Im so confused.
A/N
Thank you thank you so much for those who are reading my first book.
Sorry for the Wrong grammars and Spellings !
SARANGHAE ♥
LMKC (misxkorea)
