Even if the world flips , I STILL LOVED HIM but how can he do this to me ?
I was at the lobby with my best friends , we were chit-chatting until they called Rugen and asked him if he truly courted me and if he loved , "I did love her but it was just a Puppy Love also I was just pushed to love her because of the fact that she had a crush on me" Rugen bravely said it infront of me and my friends. How brave can he be to say it INFRONT OF ME ? . My heart sank and it was like a million of bazuka strike me , but still I didn't let any tear to fall.
I loved him for more than six years until now I am a college graduator. I thought he loved me after he courted me this summer and I can't say that we had a relationship before because I never said yes , and we just had this mutual relationship . But still I wad hurt after he said so many promises to me and all of that was jusst .... a JOKE ? .
I FELT REALY STUPID SEEKING FOR LOVE
