i look for the last time in my bag do i have everything, i think so. man i am nervous, i am going on camp with my friend emma. the whole week with new friends and horses perfect. but one sad thing jake didn't react on any chat, what have i done wrong?.when we come there it's not really fun cause everyone is still shy, but when we get to know eachoter it's gonna be fun, only emma can't really find contact i wish i could help her. "hey emma do you wanna play football with us?" "no i.. i reather stay inside" she wave at me "sure?" "yeah sure" she smiles but her eyes not "KIM COME!!!" that was hamia the most striking girl here haha the ball roll to me i kik it away and run to them.
a view days later we are gonna take a ride my horse is jessy a beautifull horse when we're riding trough the forest i think about everything, maby i dont have to think that weirt about jake maby his mobile is just crashed or something, i smile when the instructor calls "GALLOP!" in one great gallop i forget my thoughts and think about nothing i am just smiling. as we come back i am so happy i carry the horse to his stable and run inside, i quic take a shower and run to my room where a view other girls are sitting on the bunk beds. i take my mobile and look "YES" i scream everyone looks at me mandy ask me "what is going on here?" and she jumps on my bed i turn around and laugh "nothing at all" "really let me guess jake is texting you?" "yes" and yes i've told them.
* he "hey"
* I "hi how are you"
* he "great you?"
* I "amazing :) "
* he "whyyyy?"
* I "everything is oke, horsriding was going well, you talk to me again and i've made good friends"
* he "okey
"waauw beautifull answer" mandy said "what an interest" mary makes a shuss sign and mandy stops talking and goes on whit what she was doing before
* I "what are you doing?"
* he "skyping whit gf"
wait what i feel my eyes drown in an ocean but i dont show it
* I ".... what ....
* he "gf = girl friend"
* I "i know but who?"
* he "someone from camp you dont know her". "... awkward
* I "yes it is"
* he "why actually"
* I "why? why ... we've kissed i love you i thought you loved me too but i seems not to you everythings is a game fine good luck with her"
* he "are you mad?"
what does he think i click the chat away and trow my face into the pillow, i am not gonna answer that question i start to cry but mandy and mary dont see that. great my perfect day ruined, at diner i didn't say a word whithout any knowing mary lays her arm around me and says "it will be allright girl he's a ass" i smile a little to her and hug her mandy emma linda and jenny get in the hug to "thanks" i say but i came out as a wisper i shut my eyes. and thank god for this great friends around me.
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