2. My first (gay) kiss

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"You want me to kiss you?"

Josh asked quiet loudly out of pure shock, his eyebrows furrowing into a half frown- half 'what are you up to' look as Tyler gasped with fake hurt, placing a hand across his chest.

"Well don't act too disgusted! If you don't want me I'm side I can find some other guy here willing to make a mess out of those pretty lips" Tyler said with a quick wink that made Josh audibly groan with embarrassment as he covered his face with his hands quickly , shaking his head in the process.

"You're absolutely terrible. You hear me? You're a mean man Tyler" Josh groaned in his hands, stubbornly waiting til he felt his cheeks cool down to slowly raise his head to meet the pretty brown eyes that were staring him down.

"That's me, but cmon back to the original topic. You want me to find you a hot stud to see if he can make ya all hot and sweaty the same way a girl can?" Tyler asked , taking the glass up to his mouth to take a long drink as he waited silently for Josh's response.

Fuck, Josh thought to himself as he brought his hands up to his face to lightly nibble on his fingernails (a nasty habit) as he can't help but to stare into those pretty
brown orbs before shaking his head quickly.

"N-no I want you...not like want you! Like uh I'd rather kiss you rather than kiss some drunk stranger at a party — a frat party nonetheless and well technically yours a stranger as well but we've been talking and —"

Josh is cut off by a pair of slightly chapped lips on his and hands at the back of his head, pulling him in close.

It takes him a few seconds to realize but when he does he immediately starts to kiss him back and to be quite honest, it's awkward.

Josh isn't quite sure what to do with his hands (which by the way are starting to get all clammy) so he kinda just places them tightly against his sides and lets tyler take control and letting him cup his hands right behind Josh's neck and pulls him in closer, their noses bumping against each other slightly.

Tyler laughs quietly into the kiss because of it, whispering something along the lines of "god you're such a dork" before going back to kissing the boy sighs the chocolate brown eyes whose cheeks are painted a pretty pink because this was way better than any girl he's ever kissed.

His lips are slightly more chapped , definitely the lips of a guy and whenever he angles it right, Josh can feel the little stubble of Tyler's facial hair brushing against his face. That's definitely a new feeling that Josh decides he really , really likes.

It's all very sudden when Josh can feel Tyler's tongue poking through , asking for entrance and Josh (despite how many times he'll deny if anyone asks) is happy to oblige, letting Tyler have full control of the kiss, their tongues dancing around as they breathe heavily through their noses.

They only pull away after someone whose most likely drunk, passes by the door and accidentally bumps into it but continues down the hall.

This however, scared the fuck out of Josh and he immediately pulled away, backing away from Tyler as he tries to cover his face with his hands to hide the obvious embarrassment of the situation.

Tyler however is the complete opposite, and immediately groaned as Josh pulled away.

"Aw C'mon you were just getting into it" he huffed out in a almost whine that made Josh roll his eyes playfully, giving Tyler a soft shove.

"Shut up"

Tyler laughed, shoving Josh back. "So how was your first gay kiss huh? Did I get ya all clammy like a girl would?" He asks, giving Josh a small wink that made the other groan.

"I hate you, I really hate you"

Tyler grinned. "Aha so I did! Look at you mr. 'I don't swing that way' getting all hot and bothered by the biggest homo in Ohio!" He laughed out, teaching forward to give Josh a sloppy kiss on the cheek. "I'm glad I can help you question your sexuality!" He added with a smirk.

"Wow what a funny guy" Josh said with a frown , wiping his cheek where Tyler had kissed him and crosses his arms across his chest asTyler awed at him.

"I'm sorry for laughing , pretty boy. You're just so fun to tease" Tyler said reaching out to pinch Josh's pink cheeks. "You have the prettiest blush in the world, especially when you get all embarrassed by my mindless flirting" he added and Josh really hated his body for burning up with flames at the nick name.

"What? Pretty boy? Don't act like you don't like it" Tyler said with a smile as Josh looked down bashfully, letting out a big puff of air.

"I hate you for making me feel like this! Like- like all gross and gooey inside and ugh it's probably the fucking shit alcohol but I really wanna kiss you all fucking night and it's bothering me!" Josh spurts out, chest heaving slightly as he looks up to watch Tyler's face change from playful to a soft, almost serious expression.

"Let me take you home then"

So , he did.

wow uh im really the worst at writing and updates huh! well anyways hope you enjoyed this mess and sorry for uh never updating on time my dysphoria y depression have really been kicking me to the dirt so im working on that but if you did enjoy uh thanks for reading my stuff I really hecking appreciate it okay thanks <3

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 08, 2019 ⏰

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