I tried to pack myself a bag, but I've never been any good, and not knowing the weather, whereabouts or length isn't helping, 'babe anything, a mixture', 'this is mad, i cant just pick things out of my wardrobe', 'il buy you new stuff', 'noo, i just, i cant rush!', twenty minutes later and i took a chance of having everything i need, vests, shorts, jeans, jackets, dresses, shoes, on top of the essentials, the zip on my bags exploding. 'where are we even going aston?' i asked jumping in his car after locking up, 'i cant lie, i don't know', 'we cant just drive', 'we can until we find the first hotel out on london', 'you're crazy', 'sorry babe', 'just..just tell me whats going on?', 'megs part of my management, the media side of things, typically. weve been together, what, eight months now', 'so why cheat? if you're happy?', 'i was, just her being away and meeting you, i dunno, male instinct took over?', 'but if i was with someone who i loved, another girl wouldn't cross my mind', 'i know but, me and meg are happy, simple, boring relationship kinda happy, you just had that spark, different, intriguing', 'and now?', 'well im running away with you arent i?', 'i wanna know where i stand in all this aston'. Its such an odd situation, nothing is making sense! He just suddenly went quiet, he expects me to go god knows where with him yet I know nothing, dont know whats going to happen, but I didn't even think about it, I just went with it, just because he has this weird hold over me! Even though what he done was unfair, why is he here with me? 'i thought we came away so i could get answers', 'there is no more answers', 'theres so many!', 'why do you need the nitty gritty, im running away with you and leaving my girlfriend in the lurch, does that not tell you enough?', its like he's hiding something, something he doesn't want to admit to? all he's saying is theres something about me thats different, but whats different, and why? we drove the rest of the journey in silence, staring out of the windows, that awkward silence, unanswered questions flying around my head. I looked up to this tall building, big windows, big front door, some hotel ive ever seen before, 'wait' i said as he went to open the door, 'wait..i don't think i can do this without knowing so much', 'i don't know much more myself', 'theres something you're hiding', 'babe..i just, i don't know myself, i just know that i need to get away with you, i had the most amazing night with you and want more of them', 'but you've got a girlfriend aston, it feels like I'm cheating too', 'i know its mad, and im wrong for putting you through this, but take it as it comes, we haven't came away for a dirty weekend', 'hmm', 'lets just go inside?', i nodded opening the car door, getting our bags. we walked into the hotel, it was a gorgeous hotel, everything kept clean and tidy, all modern and up to date, I smile looking around 'wow this place is lush' I said, 'I know right, come on lets check in' we walked up to the counter which had pretty flowers on the desk. Everything looked so good, and they were quick checking us in, finding us a room with breakfast, Aston took our bags and refused to let me carry anything but my hand bag, walking along the corridor to the lift, 'i hate these things', 'why?' he laughed, 'i always imagine getting stuck', 'getting stuck in a lift has its pro's', i just giggled at his cheeky glint in his eye. as we got to level 4 we walked along the corridor to our room, letting ourselves in, The room just as gorgeous as the rest of the hotel, crisp white sheets, room smelling fresh, I dumped my hand bag down looking around the room, 'Urm.. Ast... Double bed' I said, smiling a little, 'kingsize actually', 'you're so cheeky!', 'its all they had babe, we can top to tail if you like' he giggled with me, 'no its fine with me' i said as he smiled picking up the tv remote.
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