you know after you've met a lad, just met them never mind anything happening, the looks across the room, the cheeky smile, banter, sweet compliments? you feel like a teenage with a crush, well thats me right now. i haven't stopped smiling since aston dropped me off, my number on his hand, something you cant lose or forget to do, just don't have a shower! speaking of which, is the first thing i did. after a quick wash i fishtail plaited my hair slipping on some jeans and a vest with my slippers, going down to see the girls looking as rough as they feel. 'you know i hate you sometimes', 'the only reason im not hanging is because i didn't drink as much', 'because you weren't there long enough!', 'well you didn't seem to miss me', 'well one of us had to have some action', 'guessing you failed?', 'epically, has he got any mates?', 'yeah, but before you ask i don't know if they're hot' i giggled, 'we didnt really talk about much other than each other', i kept my phone on me, hoping he would call, checking it every now and again just in case I missed a text or something, but nothing! 'what was he like?' Lucy asked 'hey that's abit personal!' I giggled, thinking about it again, my smile already huge, this conversation not helping! 'sweet...took it as it came', 'what do you even know about him other than the size of his manhood?' lauren asked, not finding this amusing in the slightest, so that question really isn't relevant with a giggling lucy, 'he's in a band, JLS i think, the one on my sisters walls anyway, hes decent', 'hold on, thee JLS?', 'a JLS yeah?', 'babe he's huge right now, which one?!', 'aston', 'also the biggest player from the band' lauren added, 'jheeze lauren lighten up' i snapped, its starting to piss me off with her talking as if ive just slept with a random lad walking along the street, i knew what i was doing and who i was doing it with, he's different, one of the decent and trustworthy ones. considering its the girls who do kiss and tells nothing bad is going to happen!
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astons p.o.v..
'what the fuck bro?!' jj gasped sitting in the passenger seat of my car, jj being my best mate, one of the mates i ditched last night, 'it just happened', 'you've got a girlfriend! a girlfriend who's coming home tomorrow', 'i know jay!', 'you obviously didn't last night, you weren't even pissed, what were you thinking?', 'that shes hot, sexy, and more hot', 'you're in deep shit by more than meg if she goes to the papers bruv', 'she wont, shes not like that', 'thats how all kiss and tells start', 'she wont, i just know she wont, she was different. I dunno, its weird, i didn't just happen for a quick fix whilst megs away, i wanted her more than the idea of sex', 'you cant think like that anymore', 'oh like you've never cheated, fuck sake jay!' i snapped, 'yeah and when i cheated i didn't have a girlfriend who can click her fingers and have tons of papers making me look a prick', i don't have an answer to that, because that i didn't think of, meg is part of mine and the boys management, JLS' agent, controlling meetings, rumours, papers, photo shoots, anything media, the one thing that would crave lasts nights events. what was i thinking really, well i weren't, not with my head anyway, I was to caught up in the moment to think about anyone else but us, it was just me and her in the moment, and no one else mattered. I have her number still written on my arm, I want to get in contact with her but what do I say? 'it was nice but I have a girlfriend', she wouldn't wanna talk to me again. I put the number I'm my phone, scrubbing away at the number to erase the evidence. all this after effects from the most, amazing night? I don't wanna hurt anyone, especially not my girlfriend, but it genuinely was amazing, a different amazing from the times ive either spent out or in bed with meg. my heads everywhere, feelings everywhere, what do i do now?
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