Astons p.o.v...
Today was the day, meg was coming home, after being away you would think id be excited to see her again, and course I wanted to see her again, but im not excited..my minds on other things, I just cant get Ellie out of my mind. I jumped in the shower, hoping it would help clear my head, singing to myself, keeping distracted, going over that night in my head, how perfect and relaxed everything seemed, how it all just happened without us needing to talk about it, just wanting to be in that moment with her, for as long as I could, everything was so relaxed with her, she had a gorgeous smile, her personality was just...Indescribable, and her eyes, they seemed to have this hold over me that I couldn't control, from the moment she looked at me, I knew she was gonna be the girl I spoke to, a club isn't a normal place I'd find the girl of my dreams but this night seemed to be different. 'Ast? Baby?' a voice said downstairs, kicking me out of my thoughts, she's home, have I really been in the shower that long? I quickly jumped out wrapping a towel around my waist after drying most of my body, going downstairs still dazed just to show my face, although i don't want to face her, the lies, the guilt. 'ah, there you are. Hey baby', 'hiya' i simply smiled putting my arms back around her as she clung around my naked body, 'missed me?' she asked biting down on her bottom lip, teasingly tugging at my towel, but it doesn't have the same effect as it usually does, 'course' i said kissing her, distracting her hands by interlocking fingers by our sides, again, not the usual passionate kiss, 'how have you been?', 'yeah fine, apart from missing you' she grinned tugging at my towel again, 'babe, steady on' i giggled, 'what?', 'nothing, wheres your bag?', 'in the car, they're fine for the moment', 'il get them now', 'ast you're half dressed', 'yeah il get changed', my heads everywhere! I cant act as if nothings happened because its effected my feelings for meg like you wouldn't believe! i went back upstairs slipping on some boxers, trackies and a tee before she could follow me up, sex with meg was the last thing on my mind, although it would be at the top before she left. we were great, had so many laughs and smiles, its crazy how one nights changed all that, its like ive forgot who she is and our relationship. i brought the bag inside trying to get her to unpack so had time to sort myself, but having no such luck with an excuse as to why, 'il do it later, its fine. whats with you today?' she asked, 'nothing, im fine', 'you're acting weird', 'im not, im fine, im just stressed' i insisted as her eyes don't believe a word im saying, 'stressed, why?', 'just a few things with the family' i lied, 'whats happened?', 'just..nothing to worry about', 'well you're worrying', 'im sure they will be fine', why am i such a bad liar?! this is going to flop very soon!
Normal p.o.v..
Since that night I just cant get Aston out of my head, how he treated me, how amazing he was, how he could make me laugh, and there was no hiding how he makes me feel, everyone can tell how I was feeling, I have this constant smile plastered on my face. the girls have now left though, recovered from their hangover and gone home, times like this is when i wish i had someone with me, male, and preferably aston. i sat downstairs on my laptop, flicking through page after page clothes, i don't need any, but i always end up buying some. for some strange reason though, i decided to search aston merrygold on google, see if theres any new pictures, and to see more about him really, it would be abit weird to ask my little sister! *aston merrygold teenage heartthrob*, *another number one for JLS!*, them as a band have a belt full of number ones and awards, brits and mobos, the hype of them soon became clear, and why everyone was so shocked at me being casual about it all. wow, i really must get into gossip more! there was too much to take in, but at one point i stopped in shock, *aston merrygold and megan hilson* with a picture, a pretty girl on his side outside a restaurant, a friendly meal? no a date. a friend? no..girlfriend. of eight months in fact. *aston merrygold pictured with girlfriend megan of eight months outside london's popular restaurant, smiles plastered across their faces, maybe astons left his bachelor life for good?*. questions were screaming inside my head, why, how, but the bottom line is he cheated on his girlfriend with me! how could he do this?! I left him expecting something to come off of this rather than a one night stand, he even took my number, he was the one who asked for it, said he would text me, but no. he has a girlfriend, and has done for eight months.
