Jungkook's pov:
We are here currently at our place, chilling out on the couch in the living room. And watching TV with each other. Everyone was busy watching TV as we choose a horror movie today. It's currently now 9.45 pm. I thought to stay with hyung's as earlier, I got a phone called from dad telling me that he has to move to japan for weeks due to his business purpose.
So, I asked him whether I can stay in hyung's place? So, that's why I am here. After, we leave college. I directly go with them. Our time was going very happily but, Mine was not. I don't know why?! but I was feeling off, very off. by the time I see her going with that Sir. I was not in my mind, after every ten-second my mind went to her only.
Just why??!! He asked her to meet in the staffroom. If I was not wrong she is continuously minding her own business and not even talks to anyone. And also she was surely attending lectures with all her focus. Cause I know I was taking glances of her. I mean I was just curious to know that what she was writing or painting before, well let it be but why he asked her to meet him in the staffroom.
I was only thinking about her when suddenly one of the hyung screams in my ear "KOOKIEEEEEEE... EARTH TO KOOKIE" I put my hands on my ear and said "Ahhhh hyung you don't have to shout on my ear". "How can I not shout?! when I already call you multiple times, but you were not in your conscious. you were spacing out!." Taetae hyung said.
Everyone nods their head and Jin hyung asked, "What happen? Jungkookie.. are you okay?". "No hyung!, It's alright I am fine." I said. But I know that someone is narrowing their eyes on me and I know who he is. And I know that my name is just on its way to being calle-"Jungkook!". The grumpy pale man said. I turn my head and then,
"Yes, Hyung!"
"I want to talk with you about something. Comm'n"
"Yes hyung!'. I get up and followed him.
Y/n pov:
It was like a whisper but for me. It is everything. Cause after so many days or months or years he said my name like that. Him. My Father.
Who always ignore my whole existence like I was never his child, like I was a speck of dust for him which everyone dusts off from their shoulder. Because of that, I also ignore him. Cause we don't talk like this. Especially when he is drunk but why he said it. It was like everything just froze in its place, and I was no longer feeling anything for secs. When again I hear "Y/n". I turn to see him and there. He was stood there with the support of my sister. I don't know whether I should react or not? I just stood there not even making eye contact with him. My whole mind was blank, but I panicked the moment when I feel him approach me with my sister's support.
Just when he takes one more step towards me, I backed away. And then slowly I'll take another step backing away. I don't know why? but I ran away from him to my room and locked it. It was too much for me, after locking the door, I slide against it and sit on the floor. It was surely sound this time as he is in his mind and very carefully when he said my name. But No!!! I don't want to face him. I know he is being nice for the first time after she is gone. But I don't want to be even near to him.
I know he is suddenly being nice and maybe he does realize now. That I am also his daughter. His first child. The first one to call him Father, Papa, Appa, and many things which a daughter called to her father! But NO! I never get a chance to call him like this. Cause our relationship of father and daughter was not like others. From the day I was born and I started to remember things I never ever saw him behave like a father to me. He never talked to me, he didn't even like to see my face. We never talk to each other perfectly at all.
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