15- an o2l/1D/5sos crossover fanfic

Broken

A/N okay before this begins I just want to say that this chapter might be triggering. If you don't like that type of thing skip the first POV. I do not think self harm is okay but I just wanted to add this because I know how tough life can be. If you ever need talk DO NOT HESITATE to talk to me. I'm always there. Anyways, on to the story.

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am.

-"iris" The Goo goo Dolls

ASHTON'S POV

I can't do this anymore. I can't keep going on like I'm fine. Justin has ruined my life. Here I am. Broken on the bathroom floor.

I needed to do something. I look around and see my razor blades.

No Ash. you can't do it. you promised Luke you wouldn't

Fuck it.

I grab the razor and start cutting the pain away.

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Calum's POV

when my roommate connor came home he told me everything. I should've known. Justin has been a pain since grade 9. "I c-couldn't do anything cal, I couldn't!" he said before violent key sobbing. "Shh... it's okay Con. it's okay." I cooed. I don't know why I treat him like that. he's 6 months older than me. (I know he really isn't give me a f'in break.) when his crying finally ceased, he asked "where's sam and Louis?" They where our 2 roommates. "Lou had to work, Sam's.... out." by that I meant louis is getting assaulted by his co workers at an uno's and Sam's with his group of drug addicts. wow, our friends really ARE fucked up.

Nobody's POV

it's true, what calum said. nobody really is normal in that apartment. and I know you're scared for Ashton.

But don't worry my friends.

We are on a roller coaster that only goes up.

A/N

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