Dilemma

Chapter eight:watched

I woke up with a raging migraine,I realized that I was not on my bed. It was pitch black so I couldn't tell why the bed felt so strong. I was too tired to stand up so I planned on rolling to the edge of the bed then placing my feet on the ground before lifting my body up. I only managed to roll over twice before hitting the floor. I had also hit another person in the process,she  yelled out in pain and I knew who it was from her voice.
Jane! Jane! I'm sorry,could you please turn on the light and what are you doing on the floor?

I managed to move away from her body and she got up and turned the light on. I felt the light was too bright as it burned my eyes and made my migraine worse. I ended up holding my hands over my eye but atleast it was very clear to me that I was not in my home.

"How did we get here? What happened at the party? Where's Gina ?How come KJ is not here with us? I kept throwing questions at Jane because I couldn't remember what happened at the party.

She was just surprised at my questions and tried answering all
While she spoke things came back to me in bits,Then I remembered how I threw a glass of was it wine or champagne on KJ again.I couldn't remember,I was in a serious mess,how could I have let that man get into my head.KJ would never cheat on me.

"Jane I am very stupid ,what was I thinking .Have you spoken to him ,is he still angry at me. I let insecurity get to me that's why I acted that way. I need to speak with him,do you have my phone?"

"Yeah it's in my purse,KJ has also been calling happened you should know that KJ loves you enough not to disrespect you. He had a not so good past with women horrible even but he would never treat you poorly. I've seen the way he looks at you and cares for you he does love you. Women will always throw themselves at my brother which is quite obvious from what that skank was doing yesterday but he loves you too much to hurt you"

"Thanks Jane,I better call him then ,how did we get here? The last thing I remember is throwing up in the rest room. Alcohol never goes well with me"

"You really don't remember what happened last night? I got you home by myself and musa helped get you in here. You were quite the actress yesterday' She answered smiling
I hope I didn't cause any disaster or spill any money making secrets' I had intended for that to be a joke but instead I watched Jane tense a bit. Then she stood up and went towards the kitchen

"I'll get you something to help with the hangover,Mer you are one strong,beautiful lady and I really do want you to be a part of this family and whatever happens I'll be here for you''

When she came I had no idea what the concoction she gave me was ,but I gulped it down and took the pain killer she gave me.

She insisted that I don't help her with breakfast and even prepared my water for bath,brought me clothes and served me breakfast. Jane has always been caring but the kind of meticulous care and attention I was receiving from her this morning was quite suspicious.

I texted KJ and told me to meet me at Jane's ,I was so embarrassed at my behavior at the party.
He texted back and said he'd be coming in the afternoon ,thank God it was a Saturday and I didn't have to go to school .I needed to get KJ something to appease him so I convinced Jane to drive me to the mall.
I knew just what to get him.

When KJ arrived I was  in the kitchen Jane left the door open, Gina had called us threatening to kill us if we didn't get her ,she thought I was having a sleep over at Jane's and left her to sleep alone in the apartment.
Jane didn't want to leave because she never wanted me to help her out but she was the one with the car so she had no choice. I was slicing onion for stew and as always it brought tears to my eyes ,I went on to slicing pepper with my hands which I knew was a big disaster because I often rub my eyes with my hands and right on cue I rubbed my eye and the pepper slipped into my eye.