The gif should only point out how cute Harry is. And I was listening to Reason is Treason, L.F.S., Cutt Off and Underdog by Kasabian and Pyro by Kings Of Leon.
Clara´s POV
"What was he talking about?" I ask Harry.
"Nothing important." Harry replies and it's pretty obvious that he's lying.
On the one hand I was interested in things which include Louis. The boy is simply one of the most gorgeous human beings. I've always liked pretty boys. To surround myself with them give me the feeling that I'm worth it to include beautiful things in my life. But on the other hand he's just another boy. Another stupid boy who would think he could affect me or even let me fall in love with him. I've never loved a boy or a girl that way.I love my parents. I love Niall (as my best friend). And I love my grandparents. But that's it and for my nearer future I don't see a change.
Don't get me wrong. I'm definitely not one of these people who are obsessively sad about not falling in love with "The One". Far from it love. The situation right now let me believe that I'm not able to give my loved ones the tenderness they deserve. I'm not nice, do a lot of shit and I'm often insulting other people. All in all I'm a selfish fucked up who doesn't care about the rest of the world. But at least I acknowledged to myself that my attitude could be a bit friendlier and my ego less self-referred. So I really am trying.
"Clara! Clara! Listen to me!" Niall shouts.
My eyes were puffy and even an hour after my nan's funeralI'm not able to concentrate at all. She just had fallen asleep and I should be grateful about her having no pain, but I couldn't perceive the good aspects about the whole situation. She was always nice to me, even when I was awful. I came home in the middle of the night totally drunk, more than once. I've stayed away for a couple of days because of a new 'friend'. I offended her, made the biggest mess all the time and I can barely remember one time I had helped her with stuff. But I love her so freaking much and I can't understand at all why she had loved me too.
In her last will she bequeath all of her money, her house and a letter to me. It was a shock to live in this house on my own, though it was only for eight days. It was lonely.
"Clara!" Niall repeats.
"Yes" I answer monotonous.
We are on our way to the airport because I'm about to leave the US and head over to London. I'm not yet an adult and that's why three days ago my parents had decided for me to live at my uncles in London and visit the Londoner university. Trust me I really don't care where on earth I was send to don't care.
"Please try it this time." Niall looks at me with for him an earnest facial expression.
"I always try." I snap back at him. He always puts my effort down as worthless. What a great friend.
"I don't want to fight with you darling." He smiles, simply used to my habits.
I just shrug. A little teasing with Niall is always funny but even I'm too exhausted to start something at the moment.
"You are not one of the bad. You understand me?"
Niall had stopped the car and is now leaning over to me. What have I ever done right to deserve him?
"How can you spot something good behind this?" I gesture at myself.
"I know you for such a long time and for me you'll always be that person I know from four years ago."
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