Fake Love

Chapter 7: Explanation

What i decided to tell her next was a mistake a HUGE mistake...

LOUISE P.O.V:

Tom: I just felt really bad for ruining your audition so-

Louise: WHAT!

Tom: no, no that's not what i meant-

Louise: NO, I DONT CARE WHAT YOU MEANT YOU SAID WHAT YOU SAID AND YOU CAN'T TAKE THAT BACK... am i just a charity case to you

my voice got quiet as i said the last part, but i was so mad at him, and to think i was starting to like him

Tom: oh my gosh Louise i'm so sorry i didn't mean that, that's not what i meant.. shit what have i done

tom was mumbling to himself so i took this as an opportunity to tell him how i felt seeing as i'm just a charity case to him i might as well make him feel as bad as i did.

Louise: if that's all that i am to you then you can just leave i don't need anyone pitying over me when i'm fine, i didn't ask for you to be here, and i certainly don't need you here! So if that's all you came here to do you can leave

Tom: ok... i'm sorry

Tom walked out of the hospital room and i let out a sigh of relief, i relaxed for a few minutes until i heard the door open again.

Tom: okay i know you don't want me here but i need to explain myself and i promise i won't take long

Louise: ughhh fine, but as soon as i tell you to leave you leave

Tom: deal, okay... you aren't a charity case to me i was actually concerned if you were alright and I couldn't bear to hurt someone I actually care about, and I know I haven't known you for long but I would love to get to know you more and when I saw you with who I think is you boyfriend Jake I think his name was... anyway I just didn't like seeing you in that situation and I didn't want to just stand there and watch, even though I know you could handle yourself I just had to help. I couldn't just stand there and watch it, and if you were to get hurt by him and known that I could've done something I wouldn't have been able to live with myself because I really, really like you.

Louise: wow

That's all I could manage to say. I was blown away by what he said and I have so many questions for him, like why did he walk out there in the first place or, does he like me as a friend or more, or even why did he remember my boyfriend so well and so many more. I'm not sure if he knew how I was feeling because I just sat there in my hospital be with my jaw dropped.

Tom: was that too much, oh my gosh i'm so sorry i didn't mean to offend you if I did. I just needed to tell you how I felt, i'm sorry for putting all of that on you at once I-

Louise: No, no it's okay...it's just a lot to process... I do have a few questions though.

Tom: oh okay... ask away

Louise: okay... so... Question one: why did you walk outside, like were you just getting fresh air or...

Tom: Actually I came out to try and find you, i felt bad for ruining your audition and I wanted to apologise.

Louise: oh ok... Question two: when you said that you really liked me was that in a friend way?

Tom: oh hahah... actually... no, I umm actually like you a lot more than that if that's what you were getting at

Louise: oh umm, yeah that was kind of what I was....

Tom: yeah alright

Louise: Anyway question three.

I wasn't really thinking about this one it just kind of came out of my mouth and I didn't know what I said until I said it. It definitely took Tom by surprise

Tom: oh umm

Louise: I mean it's completely up to you, it's just that i don't have anywhere to go but if you say no that's totally fine i just have to find a cheap hotel to say in.

Tom: uhh no, it's alright... you can stay at my place

Louise: oh really? Thanks, It really means a lot

a nurse waled in and told me i was all good to go so we got into Toms car and started to drive to his place.