LET ME LIVE

RUN!! THEY'RE BEHIND YOU

Run run run! My subconscious keeps telling me and I keep running as fast as I can... I didn't know where i was running but i kept on running and running .... i've been running all day .... i am clearly unsure where i am running towards to? and i am not ... sure when i'll stop running .... run run run they're still chasing you ... don't stop anna!! my subconsious mind kept reminding me and i listened to it... i ran and ran while they were chasing me with their car " Anna you fucking whore stop!!" my dad shouted as he and his fucking gang chased me .... i didn't know what to do.... i ignored him and i continued to run ......" i said you to fucking stop .... you bloddy whore....!!!!!!" my dad commanded but i still kept running... what a prick!! why is he chasing me when i haven't done anything to him..oh I know but it isn't my fault!...... is he even my dad? i don't know what i've done to him.... he's been trying to use me like a piece of paper ... use and throw what kind of a father was he? chasing his daughter so he could get in to me? what father would want to do that to his own daughter? .... ofcourse my dad wanted..... god what have i done do this dick of a father?.....i kept thinking as i ran "he said you to stop... you whore" sandy shouted to me..... i shrugged in disgust and i kept running my ass out! sandy that prick he.... he.... i don't have words to describe ....  him.....what a m*****fucker!! he ruined my entire life!! he fucking took everything from .... every fucking thing ... tears ran down my face as i ran...

 wait.... i turned to my right to find a small gap between to buildings... good enough for only a person to walk through... i turned back to look if my dad was coming ... i could hear their screams for me to stop and they would turn into this street anyminute! i quickly slid into the small gap and ran.....only to find a rusted iron grill.. i couldn't stop here! i climbed up the grill and i threw my bag to the other side and i jumped ... ouch! something cut me on the back of my neck... i looked at the sharp point that had cut my skin and for god's sake it wasn't rusted ... i didn't want to spend my money on the TT injection.... thank god ...

i picked up my bag slung it around my shoulder and ran fast.... i suddenly stopped in front of a gym and ran inside it directly to the washroom ... i used to come here everyday to work out on my gymnastics .... but people here knew my dad well... but they didn't know i was his fucking daughter.... they didn't know my name ... i wasn't safe here.... my dad could come here anytime...but he didn't know i used to come here as well... so the chances are less..... sleeping would be tough around in the surrounding's 'cause you don't known when my dad and his damn gangsters would come  around in search of me ... i got up and looked around for a mirror... i found a long mirror alongside the wall i stood up and walked to the mirror ... wow!!! i said to myself quietly ....

i look like a disaster.... of course i was one!! i looked at myself silently.... oh my god look at me!!i i was wearing gym shorts and a tank top  ... i was sweating so badly ..... eww .... I walked around the washroom and finally found the shower.... I had to shower!! Hell I had to! I went immediately turned on the shower and let the hot water hit my body .... when the warm water hit my body on the cuts it burnt that feeling was so painful.... you can't feel it ..... only I can ! Hell Sandy is all the fucking cause ..... it's not just him his entire fucking gang.... which apparently my father is in....hell I shouldn't even call him a father .... he is just this prick of bitch.... I don't have a word to describe that piece of shit of a father... I am wondering why he isn't still dead ... Hell I don't need that DICK in my life.... look at me!.... thoughts are just coming and coming but none of them are getting out what the .... "fuck !!!!" I shouted and suddenly realised I was in a gym .... God! You are in a fucking gym Anna don't shout my subconscious added ....

I slowly came out of my shower and wore fresh pair of clothes..... and I washed my old clothes ... apparently there was a drier.. I dried the clothes there ...

I stuffed the clothes in my bag and I took my phone out.... I am so thankful I have a phone .... atleast ... IDEA my mind shouted

2 days ago I had put on an app in my father's phone so I could detect where he was before I escaped .... brilliant.... I hope he hasn't found that out.... I did hide the application.... so I knew where he was.... it was helpful.... my dad always carried his phone ... he only left it once and that fortunately turned out to be two days ago .... God... thankyou.... I flipped my phone out ...only to find out that I have very less battery... I looked around the room and i finally found the socket ... I pulled my charging plug out of my bag and stumbled towards the socket and plugged my phone on to the charger and waited.... I took my bag and I found out that I and enough money for clothes and food for atleast a month or two.... all I now needed was shelter.... I couldn't go to my cousins house cause my whole family is fucked up and i can't take another chance .... not another.... I need to bring very very cautious..... about my surroundings and I had to find a proper place to sleep .... my college starts within weeks .... I had to go!!hell why is this happening to me ?why me .... forget it i cannot stand and question my existence anymore ... I need to roll through whatever life threw at me!...I waited for my phone to get charged...