LET ME LIVE

HE'S NOT HERE NOW

(Zak's POV)

(2 HOURS AGO)

I drive home thinking who did this to her? why?

i reach our apartment and i open my door and walk inside the room we'd given to Britney. I open her closet and i take out a tank top and ripped jeans and a sports bra. i search for a jacket and when i pull out one shirt i find a letter in the bottom of her clothing.

not one but two letters..

I open the letter to find that this letter is written to Anna..? Who Anna? i look top and start reading it....

babe, its finally here ... okay... this looks like a love letter. but this letter is written to some girl called Anna, then why is it with Britney?
Why would She have someone else's love letter?
Wait there's another? Maybe I should read ... Anyway I'll ask Brits once she's alright

I need to get going ...

(Anna's POV)
Three weeks later

Both Caleb and Zak have been so helpful and caring towards me... I couldn't be more grateful to them... Caleb offered to stay and take care of Me but I told him that he couldn't miss another day of school... So yeah I literally pushed him to school .. Today I had stomach ache so I didn't go to school....

The last two weeks had been terrible! So much pain ... It's all because of that little fucker Sandy... That ass!

I literally was about to die right there in front his eyes.... All I felt there wasn't nice. Shame. I couldn't be stabbed to death... Especially not by him... If he's got to kill me, then who's got to kill him? Right?... That dick!.... Huh Whatever...

At school I met this girl Gwen Keys... A week ago ... When I rushing out of the University to run away from brooke's ranting- wait why was she ranting??... Oh right! Caleb broke-up with her- I ran into her .... Well after that we hung out a little bit(me trying my best to hide thecared-to-death face  that my father and his gang would kill me alive right here... Was hard)

I'd try my best to get up from there and tell her that I have to do my thesis and stuff but she wouldn't buy it, now would she?

We have similarities ... In life... Her's is also slightly worse with her parents dead and she being fostered since then.... May be four years is what she told me .. She's British.

I did tell her that I don't know where on this livinghell my  mother is and I told her I lived with my dad... And all and I told her that he isn't at home and that's why I'm staying with Caleb and zak  ... Just for company...

I clearly lied like shit!

She understood that and well I did tell her that I'm  from Amsterdam. I am Dutch.

I drink the soup zak left for me and I look at my phone..

All this while I used my phone to track my dad and nothing else ... Or maybe giving it for my number to Caleb or Gwen ... Else I haven't even used it....

It feels wrong sometimes that only I have to go through all of this shit... I don't get it... Why me?

Every time. I hear them speaking to their parents. Both zak and Caleb's parents call them all most evrynight maybe.. To ask them how their day'd go ...

When I was stabbed that week Caleb had asked me to call my dad and let him know... I told him that I did call and he's try his best to come back soon'
I lied, yet again.

I pick my phone up and open my gallery looking through the photo's I took of Caleb, Gwen and zak and smile... When I scroll next it's a photo of'him' and me ... I keep looking at it and then the next .. Then the next .....

Tears roll down my eyes .... I miss him soo damn much ! My love... The love of my life. My knight in the shining armor. He... He's not here with me now... I wish he was....i ... I... Just wish  he was here now

Jake dark.