Now I am sitting here with Caleb and his other friend ... but I don't have lunch umm the other guy has the same green eyes like mine and he is hot and has dark hair...
they start eating their lunch and I look around ,I have no lunch !... I couldn't get any food today morning it's all because of my dad and his damn gang ... "Britney your not eating your lunch?" The other guy asked and I shaked my head saying "I didn't get lunch I forgot to get it from the- umm nothing" I stutter and Caleb looks at his friend "zak want to share?" He asked and I briefly shaked my head saying "it's fine guys I am not hungry" I say but zak gives me one of his sandwich and Caleb gave me some of his nuggets "you can have mine" they said in unison and I finally ate it....
Caleb said he had something to do so he went giving Zak his bro hugs....
it's only me and zak now "so Britney tell me about your family" zak asked I didn't want to tell him my situation so I started "I live with my dad and my mom divorced him when I was 9" I said and he looked at me and said "well I know even my parents are complicated my mom married my dad when i was 11 and 'cause she had divorced her ex- husband and then married my father but then she turns out to be my real mother" that is complicated.... hmmm.... wierd..."oh.."i trailed listening to his weird family matters ....
he spent his first few years without his mother ....thats the age he needed her the most but.... uh...sad! and 'me' i haven't seen my mother since when? 9 years .... and she hasn't tried contacting me because i was not allowed to be answering any of my calls!.... of course my dad had all control over my phone and when i tried contacting her 2 years ago i realized that she had switched numbers.... so i don't know where she is and how she is ... i don't even know if she is married to someone , HELL ! i don't even know if she is alive ... the only thing i have of hers is this ring in my right hand.... since when she left i had felt all torn and worn apart and since then i just i just don't know!! "oh!" i reply listening to his weird connected family and all
i get it that he didn't have his mother from when maybe like when he was born and till the age of eleven all those years he needed her the most and 'me' haven't seen or heard about her since 9 ... that's nine years without a mother figure (it's not like you also had father figure either) father.... leave the fucking point alone ... ALL he did was fuck all the girls he laid eyes on and guess what? he didn't rape me but guess another what? he sure as HELL let others do that ..... wasn't i the best choice ... i fudging hate my flipping life and i totally ....-
"what about your family"zak bought me back from my trail ..... he looked like he cared but i couldn't tell him mine
"i mean.... like... it's so fucked up and all its sends daggers in me when i remember... so maybe not today ... some other day" i said and i had all tears on my eyes and i didn't fudging know what the hell to do .... i just stood up and blinked rapidly and turned to the opposite direction so Zak couldn't see me tear down.....
way to go Anna your first day is getting very SPECTACULAR
I need to get out of hear but my feet don't move what the hell is wrong with me.... a part of me want's to tell Zak about my troubles but i can't it's my first day and first friend (2nd) and i barely know him and caleb then why the flipping world do i feel like i should trust him... he already has everything fucked up so i don't think its a that good of an idea to tell him and by the way how on earth did i forget that even his family is all fudged up so i don't think that it is good to tell him and besides i am not in any mood of telling anyone until everything is settled
might i remind you dear, which is clearly not gonna happen any sooner and you better find out someway to live before you get you throat down the drain Anna!!
"hey are you crying?" Zak brings me back from my thoughts and i nod my head and that's when he comes in front of me and wipes of a tear from my cheek and tells "its okay to not be okay Britney .... we're all humans and we have bad times .... just remember i am always here for you .... remember i am you friend right .... even though its been less than an hour but i really hope you would tell me what's going on one day " he pills me into a hug and pats my back "i am always there for you dear girl i am always there "zak says and we stay like so for a couple of seconds and the cafeteria is clearly empty ... we pull back and zak gives me encouraging smile and changes the topic "so what's your next class?".... he asks and i remember that i would be running late "oh!! wait ... one sec" i pull out my phone and look at my schedule "mine is environment science " i smile saying and he smiles back saying "guess we have a class together!" he says smiling and leads me to the green house and our professor Mr.reed tells us what to do and we start working on it and Zak willingly agrees to be my partner and he told me a little about his childhood and all i swear to god all i thought about was i wished i had a happy childhood like that!
After class zak said he had to go early so he left an i went straight to my locker and pushed everything in my bag and fiercly closed my locker not expecting to find a girl kneeling against the locker next to me and starring at me like she'd seen some pig
"hey you ! who do you think you are?" she beams and my eyes fly wide open....
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Roman pour Adolescents" please ... Don't kill me.... I'm only doing the right thing" I beg but the gun's still in his hand and his fingers laced around the trigger, ready to pull it " One more move, your dead" he tells me Read the story to know what's going on with Annal...
