mister man ( landon cube)

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Me and landon where out eating, it was like 7:30 or so and we have been out for a good while he took me to the mall and bought me some things from Victoria secret I didnt even ask him i really dont him no but he insisted on it so I let him, then we went to Walmart and got me another really big bear but it was pink I loved it.

Then we ended up here at some Mexican restaurant, he really wanted to go he said it was good so I took his word for it and it really was.

" lana, you okay?" He asked taking a bite of his taco

" yeah I'm fine" I say smiling

" I hope your not like mad at me or anything " he says out of nowhere

" why would I, landon your amazing, thank you for everything you do and did for me" I say sipping on my water.

Landons phone goes off and he checks it like it was something really important

" we gotta go, uh you wanna get you food a to go box?" He asked

Lifting his head up from his phone

" oh, yeah" I say waving done the waitress

She comes and goes back to get our check and to go boxes.

After a while we leave to head back to the house. The car ride was quiet like he was hiding something but I didnt wanna jump down his throat about it so I stayed in my space, looking out the window.

We got to my house and got out the car, he grabbed my hand as we walked up to the front door..

T was was hella dark like nobody was home, I think nothing of it though, ki must of went to jonnys house to hang out or something.

Landon opened the door and turned on the lights, right then I see the whole house filled with black and white decorations and a big banner that says ' happy birthday lana'
I look around more and see o really big cake that says my name.. it was in all beautiful there was so many balloons, okay if I dont have enough in my room..

I stop looking around and see all of my friends from la, and maryland with ki, jonny, and Payton standing there with a big banner that says happy birthday lana. I felt a tear go down my face and wipe it away.

I walk up to ki and hug them in a group hug, with landon to.

" how long did this take you guys" I asked looking around again

" not that long we here hiding everything at jonnys" ki says holding me.

I look at them and feel another tear fall down my face "thank you, it's amazing"

I look at all my friends with there cameras on my I smile at them " hey guys" i say waving

They all started to cheering like i was famous and we where at some show.

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We all started having small talk.. while some ate and some drunk and some smoked..

I had a bottle of Hennessy not just for myself but for everyone.

I haven't seen landon since we did the big revel of the surprise party, I wanted to talk to him tell him how I feel.
I walked out the back door and call his name, no answer

I walk to corner of the the house and see him..

Not by himself  but making out with some skinny ass blacked haired goth looking bitch, she had on a black cropped thing on and some shorts. She was nothing like me.

I felt hurt but at the same time I didnt care "wow" I say out loud making them both jump.

"Lan-" he tried to talk but i cut him off

"Dont say my name, landon, how-" I paused and looked up and down at him " I don't have to say anything to you" I walked away and heard him trying to run after me

I slammed the sliding glass door and walk past ki he grabbed me waist and looked how made bad I was.

"You okay" he asked standing up and looking down at me

"I want everyone to leave, I'm not in the mood to have a party" I say grabbing the bottle of Hennessy and a blunt and walking up to my room

I slam my door shut and stripped to but on a big ransom tshirt. I take of my make up and but my hair In a bun.

I connected my phone to my loud speaker and play 'foucus' by; h e r and just laid there.

I lit my blunt and smoked it all by myself taking sips from my bottle.

I was actually hurt, I felt like I just got hit my a big as semi truck, but at the end of the day, me and landon where never together. I wish we where though. I wanted to tell him how I felt. I wanted his love to be all mine, but what I just see ruined my whole vibe of the thought of...

Love

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